Pinagtaling Mga Puso

My family is the most precious gift I ever had in my entire life. They gave me the inspiration to foretell my dreams and are in my wishes always and forever. God gave them to guide me especially in times of decision and in the most sorrowful times of my life. They always advice me to be a good, descent, lovely, formal and conservative lady in order for me not to have difficult times in choosing my husband in the future. I always have an idle man in life. Ever since I started to mature and have wise decisions, I visualize a man who will make my dreams come true but when I start to realize that no one is perfect and no one is to be called “MR. RIGHT”, I begin to think the simplest asset a man could ever be. As of now, I have standards that I find to most guys, such as simple, intelligent, respectful, hardworking, wise and romantic. I always promise to myself that I will be a good mom, a responsible woman, a lovable wife and a very concern mother. I always want to make things right even though I couldn’t make it perfect. Because I know that there is no such thing as PERFECT but God gave us many chances to make things right. I want to have 2-3 kids, a healthy family, a cheerful husband and full of hopes and aspirations. I do believe in the Sacrament of Marriage, because we Filipinos are family oriented, and grew up on our Christian beliefs and customs. We, have the traditional belief of being attach on our family especially on our parents. Just because of this belief, we don’t consider DIVORCE here in the Philippines. Because we are joined together under the blessings of God and according to the bible, a man can’t destroy a contract under the consecration of God alone. As a young citizen of the Philippines, we must stay on our beliefs especially in marriage. Nowadays, most people are destroying this marriage just because of misunderstandings and problems like financial and emotional aspects. If we love each other, as soon as we can fix everything, we must use our time and fix all the things just to save the family. Children will be so affected and will suffer too much if we can’t.

Quintessence Of Light (Act 3)

so maybe im just blind

or maybe i can't see

well either one is fine

i speak redundantly

its hard to see whats wrong

when you're diving in like me

i used to love relentlessly



don't get me wrong here

i need you in my life

but we're independent people

at the current time

i know that years from now

a day will finally come for us to love perpetually



this is where i draw the line this time

this just has to stop right here

if we can't just learn to live our lives

then we don't have any hope at all



so how can you remember everything?

is there a rulebook for our love

i'm not reading?

if we could just free up the laws

that bind our lives

then we could love

we could love...

Quintessence Of Light (Act 2)

Boy, I've been thinking a lot

about who we could have been

if i was back home just chilling

with you and all my friends



But dear I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth...



For the past 3 years

I swear I've been a better man

than who I've become

I know, I know, I know I let you down

But I've been gone

for too damn long



So shine outward, not inward

You've been a selfish little girl

for the past 3 years

I've been through more than you can know

and God I don't want you to know



What I have been through

cause you just wouldn't understand

you're just a girl with some issues

as bad as it might sound



But you're the girl

who's been driving me mad



So if you go away

right now then I can't guarantee

that I won't break your heart

But if you go and stay then baby

That i will hope and pray

that you would run away

Cause dear breaks my heart

to see you here



Find a new boy, a new life,

a whole new set of friends

Cause all that I'll ever do is break your heart

and dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



Yeah, dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



But just so you know...



I've been thinking a lot of

who we could have been

if i was back home,

just chilling with you and all my friends



But dear, I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth.

Black Blood Written On A Note (Act 1)

Its a plague, this constant weight, it haunts my thoughts when you're away.

And would it be safe for one to say, I made your heart smile at the end of the day?



And what, what was hidden behind your eyes?

Was it love, or pain in disguise?

I know my love never took that away.

I know my love was just a plague.



With everyday I pray you'd say I brought you joy in some way.

But that's not the case, cause I took it away, I turned your joy into pain.

I know my songs were never profound, they were never sincere enough to make your heart sing out.

So where am i wrong, in hoping that I might someday realize where I was all along?



Where I was all along...

''God is a Channel of Love and Mercy''

READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD !
A MUST READ !

FROM THE VERY FIRST WORD TILL LAST !

READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD !

Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end.

God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...

I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work

Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lots of the problems in our world today.

We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning..

Maybe, Sunday night...

And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.

We do like to have Him around during sickness..

And, of course, at funerals.

However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...

Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.

May God forgive me for ever thinking...

That... there is a time or place where..

HE is not to be FIRST in my life.

We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.

If, You aren't ashamed to do this...

Please follow the directions.

Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.'

Not ashamed?

Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!

Yes, I do Love God.

HE is my source of existence and Savior.

He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

This is the simplest test.

If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you...

Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you!

I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus. Do You love Him?

THE POEM

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,

And jumped up off my knees.

My Christian duty was now done

My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,

They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,

No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said

'Your name I cannot find.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time'

Now do you have the time to pass it on?

Make sure that you scroll through to the end.

Easy vs. Hard

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?

Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?

Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?

Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to forward this, or
delete it?

Just remember-God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!

Here's what the wheel is all about. When you receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you....

That's all you have to do....

There is nothing attached....

This is so powerful....

Do not stop the wheel, please....

Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....

There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!

May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...'I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, 'What you got there, son?' 'Just some old birds,' came the reply.

'What are you gonna do with them?' I asked.

'Take 'em home and have fun with 'em,' he answered 'I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time' 'But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?'

'Oh, I got some cats,' said the little boy. 'They like birds. I'll take 'em to them.'

The pastor was silent for a moment. 'How much do you want for those birds, son?'

'Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!'

'How much?' the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, '$10?'

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!'

'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.

Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!'

'And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked

'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!'

'How much?' He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.'

Jesus said, 'DONE!'

Then He paid the price.

The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.

I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.

And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it was sent out to many more.

PS: If you didn't read the whole message.. Think Again

God is love♥

First and for most, I love my parents named Paterna Dacumos & Ruben Dacumos. I love my sister Rhona Mae, my friends (many to mention) and my boyfriend, Johnathan Paul. Maybe, I think those I love also loved me. Because the certain amount they shown me love, is the certain amount I pay back doubled. From the certain people I mentioned above, the one who hurt me most is my boyfriend, Johnathan Paul because we broke up two times and it really hurt me a lot. Because he is my first boyfriend whom I treated seriously. To all the guys I loved before, he’s the one who treated me so nice even though we’re having an affair via online because he is far from me and I know that long distance relationship is really complicated. I know love conquers all and according to John 20:21-23, anyone who committed sins against others is not yet forgiven unless you do not forgive them and this gives me the lesson to forgive others especially forgiving my sins first before others. If I have a strong belief in the Messiah, I know my sins will be forgiven. Forgiveness is so important in human life especially us, we’re not perfect and so, we must have longer patience and understanding. We must forgive others not just because we felt pity but because it’s sincere and compassionate. By accepting repentance and forgiveness, the gates of heaven will open for all sinners to repent. And by exercising such, we will receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. We must love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins. Offer hospitability to one another without grumbling. We must not take revenge but we must leave room for God’s wrath. For it is written, “It is mine to avenge; I will repay”, says the Lord. On the contrary:


“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
If he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head”

Amor Propio (Self-love)

Ang takot na mawala ang pinakamamahal mo sa buhay ay parang pagtalikod sa mundo mo.
Kabitan mo man ng kandado't posas
Kung kakawala din lang siya
Paos ka na,bingi pa rin siya.

Kumbaga sa pagpitas ng isang rosas sa hardin
Hahayaan mong masira ang isang napakagandang bulaklak
Kahit alam na alam mong bandang huli
Di ka nya kayang mahalin.

Sabi nya,tadhana na lamang ang magdidikta ng inyong mga kapalaran
Pero iniwan ka,pinarusahan at nagdududa
Kay saklap ng nangyari pero inutang lahat ng puhunan makapagsimula lang ulit
Grabe ang pag-ibig! Lahat hahamakin,maging sayo lang ang minamahal mo.

Kay hirap isipin na mawawalay ka na sa kanyang piling
Di mo akalain na noon na sobrang lambing
Ngayon ay puno ng kirot at hapdi
Patawarin man ako,di na magbabago ang lahat.

Inalay ko na ang lahat lahat pero di pa rin naging patas.
Eto na ba talaga ang sinasabi nilang "WAKAS"???
Ngayon ko lang nadama ang tunay na buhay sa mundo
Na di lahat ng mga telenobela at mga kwentong pambata ay nagtatapos sa masasayang tugtugin.

Inisip ko lang ang sarili ko kaya di ko kinayang pakawalan ka
Ganon na nga ba ako kahangal para sa pag-ibig?
Nabubulag na dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal sayo?
O dahil lang ba to sa sobrang pagkatanga?

Pagod na ako
Pagod ka na din
Sawa na
Tapos na :'((

Especially for you ♥ (Post Monthsary Celeb)

~*i love you 28:">

Minsan May Isang Puta

Tingin ng mga bobong kapitbahay ko
puta daw ako. Nagpapagamit,
binabayaran. Sabi nila ako daw ang
pinakamaganda at pinakasikat sa
aming lugar noon. Ang bango-bango ko
daw, sariwa at makinis. Di ko nga
alam kung sumpa ito, dahil dito
naletse ang kinabukasan ko.

Tara makinig ka muna sa kwento ko,
yosi muna tayo. Alam mo, maraming
lumapit sa akin, nagkagusto, naakit.
Ang hirap pag lahat sa iyo virgin eh.
Tinanggap ko naman silang tao, bakit
kaya nila ako ginago? Masakit
alalahanin, iniisip ko na lang na
kase di sila taga rito, siguro
talagang ganoon. Tatlong malilibog
na foreigners ang namyesta sa
katawan ko, na-rape ako.

Sa tatlong beses akong nagahasa,
ang pinakahuli ang di ko makaka-
limutan. Parang maski di ko ginusto
ang mga nangyari, hinahanap-hanap
ko siya. Tinulungan nya kasi akong
makalimutan yung mga sadistang Hapon
at Coño.

Kase, ibang-iba ang hagod niya.
Umiikot ang mundo ko sa tuwing
ginagamit niya ako. Ibang klase siya
mag-sorry, lalo pa at kinupkop niya
ako at ang mga naging anak ko.

Parating ang dami naming regalo -
may chocolates, yosi, ano ka! May
datung pa! Nakakabaliw siya, alam
kong ginagamit nya lang ako pero
pagamit naman ako nang pagamit.

Sa kanya namin natutunan mag-inggles,
di lang magsulat ha! Magbasa pa!
Hanggang ngayon, sa tuwing mabigat
ang problema ko, siya ang tinatak-
buhan ko. Yun nga lang, lahat ng
bagay may kapalit. Nung kinasama ko
siya, guminhawa buhay namin.
Sosyal na sosyal kami.

Ewan ko nga ba, akala ko napapamahal
na ako sa kanya. Akala ko tuloy-tuloy
na kaligayahan namin, yun pala unti-
unti niya akong pinapatay. PUTANG
Ina! Sa dami ng lason na sinaksak niya
sa katawan ko, muntik na akong malaspag.

Ang daming nagsabi na ang tanga tanga
ko. Patalsikin ko na daw. Sa tulong ng
mga anak ko, napalayas ko ang animal
pero ang hirap magsimula. Masyado na
kaming nasanay sa sarap ng buhay na
naranasan namin sa kanya. Lubog na
lubog pa kami sa utang, kulang ata
pati kaluluwa namin para ibayad sa mga
inutang namin.

Sinikap naming lahat maging maganda
ang buhay namin. Ayun, mga nasa
Japan, Hong Kong, Saudi ang mga
anak ko. Yung iba nag-US, Europe.
Yung iba ayaw umalis sa akin. Halos
lahat, wala naman silbi, masaya daw
sa piling ko, maski amoy usok ako.

Sa dami ng mga anak ko na nagsisikap
na tulungan ang kalagayan namin, siya
din ang dami ng mga anak ko na
namamantala sa kabuhayan at kayamana
na itinatabi ko para sa punyetang
kinabukasan naming lahat. Dumating ang
panahon na di na kami halos makaahon
sa hirap ng buhay. Napakahirap dahil
nasanay na kami sa ginhawa at sarap.

Ang di ko inaakala ay mismong mga
anak ko, ang tuluyang sisira sa akin.
Napakasakit tanggapin na malinlang.
Akala ko ay makakakita ako ng magiging
kasama sa buhay sa mga ahas na
ipinakilala ng mga anak ko Hindi pala.
Ang tang@ ko talaga. Binugaw ako ng
sarili kong mga anak kapalit ng kwarta
at pansamantalang ginhawa na nais
nilang matamasa.

Wala na akong nagawa dahil sa sobrang
pagmamahal ko sa aking mga anak. Wala
akong ibang yaman kundi ganda ko.
Pinagamit ko na lang ng pinagamit ang
sarili ko, basta maginhawa lang ang
mga anak ko.

Usap-usapan ako ng mga kapitbahay ko.
May nanghihinayang, namumuhi at naaawa.
put@ na kase ang isang magandang tulad
ko.

Alam mo, gusto ko na sanang tumigil sa
pagpuputa kaso ang laki talaga ng
letseng utang ko eh. Palaki pa ng
palaki. Kulang na kulang. Paano na lang
ang mga anak ko naiwan sa aking
punyetang puder? Baka di na ako balikan
o bisitahin ng mga nag-abroad kong mga
anak. Hindi na importante kung laspagin
man ang ganda ko, madama ko lang ang
pagmamahal ng mga anak ko. Malaman
nila na gagawin ko ang lahat para sa
kanila.

Sa tuwing titingin ako sa salamin,
alam ko maganda pa rin ako. Meron pa
din ang bilib sa akin. Napapag usapan
pa din. Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mukha
ko sa salamin, nakikita ko ang mga
anak ko. Tutulo na lang ang mga luha ko
ng di ko namamalayan. Ang gagaling nga
ng mga anak ko, namamayagpag kahit saan
sila pumunta. Mahusay sa kahit anong
gawin. Tama man o mali. Proud ako sa
kanila. Kaso sila, kabaligtaran ang
nararamdaman para sa akin.

Sa dami ng mga anak ko, iilan lang ang
may malasakit sa akin. May malasakit
man, nahihilaw. Ni di nga ako kiniki-
lalang ina. Halos lahat sila galit sa
isa't isa. Walang gusto magtulungan,
naghihilahan pa. Ang dami ko ng pasakit
na tiniis pero walang sasakit pa nung
sarili kong mga anak ang nagbugaw sa
akin. Kinapital ang laspag na ganda ko.
Masyado silang nasanay sa sarap ng
buhay. Minsan sa pagtingin ko sa salamin,
ni hindi ko na nga kilala sarili ko.

Dadating na naman ang pasko, sana
maalala naman ako ng mga anak ko.
Isang buwan pa, magbabagong taon na.
Natatakot ako sa taong darating.
Ngayon pa lang usap usapan na ang
susunod na pagbubugaw ng ilan sa mga
anak ko. Sana may magtanggol naman
sa akin, ipaglaban naman nila ako.
Gusto kong isigaw:

"INA NINYO AKO! MAHALIN NYO NAMAN AKO!"

Sige, dumadrama na ako. Masisira na
ang make up ko nito eh. Salamat ha,
pinakinggan mo ako. Ay sorry, di ko
nasabi pangalan ko.

Pilipinas nga pala.

\m/ ^_^ \m/

Cinco meses de edad (Five Months Old)

Their is another story elaborated to my graph
This time I need a perfect lie to tell my secrets away
Giving rise to an evolution of hour
Taking down the pieces into a very masterpiece

God gave me reasons for smiling
A reason for being
A reason to crying
And a reason to living

The border are well-built
Sensible, incredible and accountable
He opens the door, I quickly looked up and said,
"How I wish I am beautiful on our wedding day!"

Thinking of the possibility of numbness
Delirious, enthusiastic, very zeal
Perfect two, burned on ice
Shivering and Chilling

Sleeping in mild tender cloth
Keeping the warmth into your breathe
Hugging your flesh upon my chest
Tasting the romance of love

It doesn't matter how I feel cold nor hot
Sweating, salivating neither excavating
Within the dept of my heart, the soul of eternity
A rushed,cold, running awe came out from the wild

Sweet, tender, soft, smooth and gentle dew
A violin exercised upon the tube
Gliding softly upon the route
A nice melody hearing upon the mood

Breaking the silence of the crest moon
A cloudy experience I want to exploit
The crack of the cricket it joined the presence
Darkness resides upon the lamp shade

Curtain meadows
Soft quilts
Scented nighties
Colorful candles
Painted walls and ceilings
Crystal chandeliers
Bitter sweet grape wine
Looked warm caress toilets
Shaved secrets
Icy cold toughs
Harmonized voices toned in silence
Caramelized tops
Wild prints and lines
Folded tuck-ins
Pinkish heels and palms
Skinny waists and knees
Crowded curls and split ends
Pinches and slaps
Cold toes and fingertips
Exposes bellies and tits
And a warm owl on chinky eyes

It's never too late to see the rhythm
Hearing the chaps and scratches
Showing off, Striping off
Shyness resides inexperienced
Two souls tastes the other half
Passion, love and sometimes lust
It's pity felt on the mate
But excitement and love rocks the bed.


~*Happy 5th Monthsary Babe! i love you so much !! ♥