Friday, February 3, 2012

''Two Months"




BENA♥DANIEL►yan ang bagong team up! bagong jowa! hahaha!! bagong buhay na din! Noong una,wala naman talaga akong balak mag boypren eh! Kaso nga lang, sa sobrang baet nung guy,nahulog ako sa kanya! PAKTAY! >.<
haha! let's not talk about that! Pag usapan natin kung anong klaseng lalake si DANIEL!

Hmmm..Ano nga ba? mabaet? oo!
Matalino? oo!
Gwapo? pwde!!?? :DD
Matangkad?? Ok lng xD
May abs? ok lng :DD


Sows! bakit pa napunta sa usapan na yan!! LOLS!

December 3,2011-->unang nagkita kami,nagsimula lang yan sa FB,nagkatxt! tapos eyeball agad!

Nanood ng sine,nagkwentuhan, nag boating sa Burnham Lake,picture2 pa! lols!

Dumako kami sa isang punto na nagkaaminan kami..Madali lang siyang kausap! Maski naman ako! Wala ng keme-keme! ihihihi! (ang landi!)

Dumalas ang txt! tapos dumalas na din kami nag date! Sympre,kami na non ahh!

Feel ko na at ramdam ko na! MAHAL AKO NITONG LALAKENG ito!

(SANA naman LORD! siya na :3 )

Sawa na akong umiyak,masaktan at umunuwa..

Ang laki na kaya ng damage ko sa EX-BF ko!!:((

Tapos pag eto,ginago ako,EWAN ko na lng! Ewan ko tlga! HMF! T.T

Nga lang , LDR na naman itech!

Pumunta siya ng LAGUNA for work! Iniwan na naman ako :(

Pero promise ko sa kanya,di ko siya iiwan^^

Kasi para sa kanya, ako lang daw nakakaintindi sa kanya..iniwan siya ng Ex nya, ng pamilya niya maski si God,minsan sinisisi niya..

Anong mamimiss ko sa kanya?

=Yakap nya,halik at ang pag aalaga niya.. Masarap magmahal ang isang Daniel Dacanay! Ituturing ka talaga niyang prinsesa,ibibigay sayo ang mundo! Wala na nga akong masabi eh! Nasa sa kanya na ang lahat! Di ko siya iiwan^^ peksman \m/

~HAPI MONTHSARY DANIEL! Mahal na mahal kita :*

Friday, January 27, 2012

''Ways on how to make a Girl SMILE (PART 1)"




1. Send her a cute goodnight text while she's sleeping so she wakes up with a smile on her face.

2. hug her unexpectedly, tell her she's beautiful, send her home, kiss her forehead/cheeks, let her knw tht u love her

3. Call her "BABY" it will make her melt every time. Promise.

4. Play with her FINGERS, she loves the way your hand touches hers.

5. Tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine.

6. Express that you miss her when you're apart .

7. treat her like gravity. You fall for her everyday.

8. spend time with her. There's nothing women cherish more than time.

9. Give her your Jacket when its Cold... And tell her she can keep it...

10. Only LIE to her if it involves SURPRISING her. :)

11. Be sweeter then candy, make her feel like she's your world, spoil her with love and care. She'll smile for awhile.

12. STAY by her side and PROTECT her. Especially when no one else does

13. Call her just to tell her that you love her more than anything.

14. Text her "Good Morning Beautiful! Let her know that she is the FIRST thing you think about when you wake up.

15. Tell her every night before you go to sleep just exactly how much she means to you.

16. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

17. insecurities. Do not contact your EX.. And EX is certainly an EXample of ppl u shouldn't hv in the future

18. Buy her a single rose instead of a dozen

19. NEVER break your PROMISES and keep her SECRETS like they're yours.

20. tell her that she's just like the brightest star among the thousands and it makes you keep looking at her all day.

21. Treat Her like a Queen

22. Cook for Her

23. love her with all your heart ♥ and always be there for her :')

24. Respect Her Morals, Feelings And Thoughts. Don't Push Her To Do Anything. Move At Her Pace

25. show her she's always on your mind

26. Show her off to your friends, make her feel important.

27. Don't be afraid to admit when you're wrong.

28. Go to her house when she is sick, make soup for her, take care of her. You will be the best medicine ever!

29.Never give up on her. Even when she's messing up. Everyone makes mistakes but love can do anything

30. Tell her, "The day I go down on my knees for another girl, is the day I will tie the shoe lace for our daughter."

31. kiss her on the forehead or grab her by the waist and pull her and just look at her and kiss her <3 br="">
32. walk with her. Walk her home/ walk her to class/ stroll in the park etc

33. telling her she looks better without makeup...

34. writing long random cute letters and write it on her wall on Fb or texting it

35. She comes first. ALWAYS.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

"Lamentations of Love"



I am the wind brought forth by the darkness of the night..
Silent, swift, and yet, subtle..
I am the first rays of morning light that races from the eastern horizon..
Soft, light, and so full of gentle warmth..
I am the first gentle drops of rain after a very long drought..
Cool,beautiful and so refreshing..
I am love..
And joy is mine.

I am not an accident of time, brought about by different forces..
I do not exist in a single moment, I am forever..
I'm not a product of spontaneous creation..
I do not suddenly occur at first sight..
But it is through me, that you see this world..
I am LOVE..
I am the alpha and the omega..

And yet, many times, I have been wronged..
For so many times, I have been blamed for grief..
Yes, the world goes round because of love..
I bring forth joy, and grief at my demise..
The flames of Troy and the blood of Romeo..
The birth of Christ and the death of Christ..
For Love,
For me.

Love, is somewhat like the finest of black chocolates..
90% bitter and 10% sweet..
Plaisir d'Amour,ne dure gu un moment.
Chagrin d'Amour,ne dure toute la vie..
Laugh,and laugh heartily..
aND YOU'LL CRY MORE OFTEN..
I am love..
And I do shed my tears..

Many have tried to find my meaning..
What is love? what is its object?
Many have tried, and ended in frustration..
For it is when you try to reason with love,
That you will discover that you have lost your own essence..
For I am not a matter of man's mortal thought..
Love is..
Because of love..

Yes, the world is borne of love..
And Armageddon beckons of love..
And when you laugh, I laugh with you..
And when you cry, I cry with you..
I do shed my own tears..
I cry..
Because of love.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

''A fuckin' Advice''

~Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get tattoos. Do drugs. Get high. Drink till you pass out. Have sex. Love with all your heart. Play the music loud. Live your fucking life. Fuck what people expect of you. Do what makes you happy!

~FUCK U 28!!! >:(

Monday, October 3, 2011

Ang Walong Kasinungalingan ni INA


This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn't enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say, "Eat this rice, son, I'm not hungry."

This was Mother's First Lie.
...
As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten; my heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, "Eat this fish son, I don't really like fish."

This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes, which she filled with fresh matchsticks. This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, "Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning." Mother smiled and said, "Go to sleep son, I'm not tired."

This was Mother's Third Lie.

When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her... Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love. Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said, "Drink son, I'm not thirsty!"

This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle, who lived near my house, came to help us solve our problems big and small. Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying, "I don't need love."

This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and got a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, "I have enough money."

That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son. She said to me, "I'm not used to high living."

That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, "Don't cry son, I'm not in pain."

That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this eighth lie, she died.

YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

M - O - T - H - E - R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of gold,
"E" is for her eyes with love-light shining in them,
"R" means right , and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER"

*I LOVE YOU MUDRA♥

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

''A real boyfriend''


A REAL BOYFRIEND
Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend."

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

Friday, September 23, 2011

Pinagtaling Mga Puso




My family is the most precious gift I ever had in my entire life. They gave me the inspiration to foretell my dreams and are in my wishes always and forever. God gave them to guide me especially in times of decision and in the most sorrowful times of my life. They always advice me to be a good, descent, lovely, formal and conservative lady in order for me not to have difficult times in choosing my husband in the future. I always have an idle man in life. Ever since I started to mature and have wise decisions, I visualize a man who will make my dreams come true but when I start to realize that no one is perfect and no one is to be called “MR. RIGHT”, I begin to think the simplest asset a man could ever be. As of now, I have standards that I find to most guys, such as simple, intelligent, respectful, hardworking, wise and romantic. I always promise to myself that I will be a good mom, a responsible woman, a lovable wife and a very concern mother. I always want to make things right even though I couldn’t make it perfect. Because I know that there is no such thing as PERFECT but God gave us many chances to make things right. I want to have 2-3 kids, a healthy family, a cheerful husband and full of hopes and aspirations. I do believe in the Sacrament of Marriage, because we Filipinos are family oriented, and grew up on our Christian beliefs and customs. We, have the traditional belief of being attach on our family especially on our parents. Just because of this belief, we don’t consider DIVORCE here in the Philippines. Because we are joined together under the blessings of God and according to the bible, a man can’t destroy a contract under the consecration of God alone. As a young citizen of the Philippines, we must stay on our beliefs especially in marriage. Nowadays, most people are destroying this marriage just because of misunderstandings and problems like financial and emotional aspects. If we love each other, as soon as we can fix everything, we must use our time and fix all the things just to save the family. Children will be so affected and will suffer too much if we can’t.

Monday, September 5, 2011

Quintessence Of Light (Act 3)


so maybe im just blind

or maybe i can't see

well either one is fine

i speak redundantly

its hard to see whats wrong

when you're diving in like me

i used to love relentlessly



don't get me wrong here

i need you in my life

but we're independent people

at the current time

i know that years from now

a day will finally come for us to love perpetually



this is where i draw the line this time

this just has to stop right here

if we can't just learn to live our lives

then we don't have any hope at all



so how can you remember everything?

is there a rulebook for our love

i'm not reading?

if we could just free up the laws

that bind our lives

then we could love

we could love...

Quintessence Of Light (Act 2)


Boy, I've been thinking a lot

about who we could have been

if i was back home just chilling

with you and all my friends



But dear I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth...



For the past 3 years

I swear I've been a better man

than who I've become

I know, I know, I know I let you down

But I've been gone

for too damn long



So shine outward, not inward

You've been a selfish little girl

for the past 3 years

I've been through more than you can know

and God I don't want you to know



What I have been through

cause you just wouldn't understand

you're just a girl with some issues

as bad as it might sound



But you're the girl

who's been driving me mad



So if you go away

right now then I can't guarantee

that I won't break your heart

But if you go and stay then baby

That i will hope and pray

that you would run away

Cause dear breaks my heart

to see you here



Find a new boy, a new life,

a whole new set of friends

Cause all that I'll ever do is break your heart

and dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



Yeah, dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



But just so you know...



I've been thinking a lot of

who we could have been

if i was back home,

just chilling with you and all my friends



But dear, I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth.

Black Blood Written On A Note (Act 1)




Its a plague, this constant weight, it haunts my thoughts when you're away.

And would it be safe for one to say, I made your heart smile at the end of the day?



And what, what was hidden behind your eyes?

Was it love, or pain in disguise?

I know my love never took that away.

I know my love was just a plague.



With everyday I pray you'd say I brought you joy in some way.

But that's not the case, cause I took it away, I turned your joy into pain.

I know my songs were never profound, they were never sincere enough to make your heart sing out.

So where am i wrong, in hoping that I might someday realize where I was all along?



Where I was all along...