''A fuckin' Advice''

~Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get tattoos. Do drugs. Get high. Drink till you pass out. Have sex. Love with all your heart. Play the music loud. Live your fucking life. Fuck what people expect of you. Do what makes you happy!

~FUCK U 28!!! >:(

Ang Walong Kasinungalingan ni INA

This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn't enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say, "Eat this rice, son, I'm not hungry."

This was Mother's First Lie.
...
As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten; my heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, "Eat this fish son, I don't really like fish."

This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes, which she filled with fresh matchsticks. This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, "Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning." Mother smiled and said, "Go to sleep son, I'm not tired."

This was Mother's Third Lie.

When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her... Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love. Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said, "Drink son, I'm not thirsty!"

This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle, who lived near my house, came to help us solve our problems big and small. Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying, "I don't need love."

This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and got a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, "I have enough money."

That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son. She said to me, "I'm not used to high living."

That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, "Don't cry son, I'm not in pain."

That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this eighth lie, she died.

YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

M - O - T - H - E - R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of gold,
"E" is for her eyes with love-light shining in them,
"R" means right , and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER"

*I LOVE YOU MUDRA♥

''A real boyfriend''

A REAL BOYFRIEND
Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend."

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

Pinagtaling Mga Puso

My family is the most precious gift I ever had in my entire life. They gave me the inspiration to foretell my dreams and are in my wishes always and forever. God gave them to guide me especially in times of decision and in the most sorrowful times of my life. They always advice me to be a good, descent, lovely, formal and conservative lady in order for me not to have difficult times in choosing my husband in the future. I always have an idle man in life. Ever since I started to mature and have wise decisions, I visualize a man who will make my dreams come true but when I start to realize that no one is perfect and no one is to be called “MR. RIGHT”, I begin to think the simplest asset a man could ever be. As of now, I have standards that I find to most guys, such as simple, intelligent, respectful, hardworking, wise and romantic. I always promise to myself that I will be a good mom, a responsible woman, a lovable wife and a very concern mother. I always want to make things right even though I couldn’t make it perfect. Because I know that there is no such thing as PERFECT but God gave us many chances to make things right. I want to have 2-3 kids, a healthy family, a cheerful husband and full of hopes and aspirations. I do believe in the Sacrament of Marriage, because we Filipinos are family oriented, and grew up on our Christian beliefs and customs. We, have the traditional belief of being attach on our family especially on our parents. Just because of this belief, we don’t consider DIVORCE here in the Philippines. Because we are joined together under the blessings of God and according to the bible, a man can’t destroy a contract under the consecration of God alone. As a young citizen of the Philippines, we must stay on our beliefs especially in marriage. Nowadays, most people are destroying this marriage just because of misunderstandings and problems like financial and emotional aspects. If we love each other, as soon as we can fix everything, we must use our time and fix all the things just to save the family. Children will be so affected and will suffer too much if we can’t.

Quintessence Of Light (Act 3)

so maybe im just blind

or maybe i can't see

well either one is fine

i speak redundantly

its hard to see whats wrong

when you're diving in like me

i used to love relentlessly



don't get me wrong here

i need you in my life

but we're independent people

at the current time

i know that years from now

a day will finally come for us to love perpetually



this is where i draw the line this time

this just has to stop right here

if we can't just learn to live our lives

then we don't have any hope at all



so how can you remember everything?

is there a rulebook for our love

i'm not reading?

if we could just free up the laws

that bind our lives

then we could love

we could love...

Quintessence Of Light (Act 2)

Boy, I've been thinking a lot

about who we could have been

if i was back home just chilling

with you and all my friends



But dear I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth...



For the past 3 years

I swear I've been a better man

than who I've become

I know, I know, I know I let you down

But I've been gone

for too damn long



So shine outward, not inward

You've been a selfish little girl

for the past 3 years

I've been through more than you can know

and God I don't want you to know



What I have been through

cause you just wouldn't understand

you're just a girl with some issues

as bad as it might sound



But you're the girl

who's been driving me mad



So if you go away

right now then I can't guarantee

that I won't break your heart

But if you go and stay then baby

That i will hope and pray

that you would run away

Cause dear breaks my heart

to see you here



Find a new boy, a new life,

a whole new set of friends

Cause all that I'll ever do is break your heart

and dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



Yeah, dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



But just so you know...



I've been thinking a lot of

who we could have been

if i was back home,

just chilling with you and all my friends



But dear, I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth.

Black Blood Written On A Note (Act 1)

Its a plague, this constant weight, it haunts my thoughts when you're away.

And would it be safe for one to say, I made your heart smile at the end of the day?



And what, what was hidden behind your eyes?

Was it love, or pain in disguise?

I know my love never took that away.

I know my love was just a plague.



With everyday I pray you'd say I brought you joy in some way.

But that's not the case, cause I took it away, I turned your joy into pain.

I know my songs were never profound, they were never sincere enough to make your heart sing out.

So where am i wrong, in hoping that I might someday realize where I was all along?



Where I was all along...

''God is a Channel of Love and Mercy''

READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD !
A MUST READ !

FROM THE VERY FIRST WORD TILL LAST !

READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD !

Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end.

God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...

I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work

Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lots of the problems in our world today.

We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning..

Maybe, Sunday night...

And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.

We do like to have Him around during sickness..

And, of course, at funerals.

However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...

Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.

May God forgive me for ever thinking...

That... there is a time or place where..

HE is not to be FIRST in my life.

We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.

If, You aren't ashamed to do this...

Please follow the directions.

Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.'

Not ashamed?

Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!

Yes, I do Love God.

HE is my source of existence and Savior.

He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

This is the simplest test.

If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you...

Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you!

I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus. Do You love Him?

THE POEM

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,

And jumped up off my knees.

My Christian duty was now done

My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,

They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,

No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said

'Your name I cannot find.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time'

Now do you have the time to pass it on?

Make sure that you scroll through to the end.

Easy vs. Hard

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?

Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?

Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?

Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to forward this, or
delete it?

Just remember-God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!

Here's what the wheel is all about. When you receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you....

That's all you have to do....

There is nothing attached....

This is so powerful....

Do not stop the wheel, please....

Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....

There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!

May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...'I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, 'What you got there, son?' 'Just some old birds,' came the reply.

'What are you gonna do with them?' I asked.

'Take 'em home and have fun with 'em,' he answered 'I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time' 'But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?'

'Oh, I got some cats,' said the little boy. 'They like birds. I'll take 'em to them.'

The pastor was silent for a moment. 'How much do you want for those birds, son?'

'Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!'

'How much?' the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, '$10?'

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!'

'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.

Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!'

'And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked

'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!'

'How much?' He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.'

Jesus said, 'DONE!'

Then He paid the price.

The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.

I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.

And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it was sent out to many more.

PS: If you didn't read the whole message.. Think Again

God is love♥

First and for most, I love my parents named Paterna Dacumos & Ruben Dacumos. I love my sister Rhona Mae, my friends (many to mention) and my boyfriend, Johnathan Paul. Maybe, I think those I love also loved me. Because the certain amount they shown me love, is the certain amount I pay back doubled. From the certain people I mentioned above, the one who hurt me most is my boyfriend, Johnathan Paul because we broke up two times and it really hurt me a lot. Because he is my first boyfriend whom I treated seriously. To all the guys I loved before, he’s the one who treated me so nice even though we’re having an affair via online because he is far from me and I know that long distance relationship is really complicated. I know love conquers all and according to John 20:21-23, anyone who committed sins against others is not yet forgiven unless you do not forgive them and this gives me the lesson to forgive others especially forgiving my sins first before others. If I have a strong belief in the Messiah, I know my sins will be forgiven. Forgiveness is so important in human life especially us, we’re not perfect and so, we must have longer patience and understanding. We must forgive others not just because we felt pity but because it’s sincere and compassionate. By accepting repentance and forgiveness, the gates of heaven will open for all sinners to repent. And by exercising such, we will receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. We must love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins. Offer hospitability to one another without grumbling. We must not take revenge but we must leave room for God’s wrath. For it is written, “It is mine to avenge; I will repay”, says the Lord. On the contrary:


“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
If he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head”

Amor Propio (Self-love)

Ang takot na mawala ang pinakamamahal mo sa buhay ay parang pagtalikod sa mundo mo.
Kabitan mo man ng kandado't posas
Kung kakawala din lang siya
Paos ka na,bingi pa rin siya.

Kumbaga sa pagpitas ng isang rosas sa hardin
Hahayaan mong masira ang isang napakagandang bulaklak
Kahit alam na alam mong bandang huli
Di ka nya kayang mahalin.

Sabi nya,tadhana na lamang ang magdidikta ng inyong mga kapalaran
Pero iniwan ka,pinarusahan at nagdududa
Kay saklap ng nangyari pero inutang lahat ng puhunan makapagsimula lang ulit
Grabe ang pag-ibig! Lahat hahamakin,maging sayo lang ang minamahal mo.

Kay hirap isipin na mawawalay ka na sa kanyang piling
Di mo akalain na noon na sobrang lambing
Ngayon ay puno ng kirot at hapdi
Patawarin man ako,di na magbabago ang lahat.

Inalay ko na ang lahat lahat pero di pa rin naging patas.
Eto na ba talaga ang sinasabi nilang "WAKAS"???
Ngayon ko lang nadama ang tunay na buhay sa mundo
Na di lahat ng mga telenobela at mga kwentong pambata ay nagtatapos sa masasayang tugtugin.

Inisip ko lang ang sarili ko kaya di ko kinayang pakawalan ka
Ganon na nga ba ako kahangal para sa pag-ibig?
Nabubulag na dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal sayo?
O dahil lang ba to sa sobrang pagkatanga?

Pagod na ako
Pagod ka na din
Sawa na
Tapos na :'((