''How to condition yourself after a breakup (for girls only)''

Once upon a time, you were in a relationship, happy thoughts, ravishing smiles, sweet thoughts, lovely greeting cards, anniversary souvenirs, candy wrappers in old coat's pockets, sparkling eyes, butterflies in your stomach, insomnia in the night, kisses and hugs, ''good morning'' texts in your inbox so on and so forth. Ahhh! imagining yourself in an aisle with you and your guy in an altar. But after all this fantasies, it totally went down after an unresolved issue. Is it your hairstyle? your make up? your attitude? or being stood up? It really hurts you most when you two didn't had a serious closure. Well, I have 5 tips/ advise for you to carry on and realizing that he isn't the perfect guy! ;)

1. Don't be bitter. Be better!

When you and your boyfriend broke up, try not to communicate to him. Unfriend him on facebook, delete his number or just block him on your messenger. This will help especially when you two are just living in a distant street. After months of ignoring him. Think of all the good things when you and your boyfriend are still together. Good memories like when you were in your first date, your first movie together, you're favorite song, your weekend getaway or even your first night together. First things first, you were so happy with him so why not think those old good days and take that as a reflection to yourself on how and what did your ex liked about you. Don't be bitter even though someone had taken your place as his new girlfriend. It's also your chance to stay up alone and wait for your right guy to come.

2. Have a makeover.

Why not shop for yourself? Go try a new hairstyle? New fragrance? Work on for abs? Or having a new trend for your tees? Isn't it refreshing to have a new aura after a breakup? It really works! I bet ya! Go the salon and fix those tangling hairdos.

3. Make yourself busy.

Make your life a bit tough sometimes. Find challenges, get along with work, be enthusiastic. But never forget not to be workaholic and stress yourself up. Find ways to make yourself happy and not thinking him all the way through. Give time to yourself and think of all the things you've missed. Take some coffee breaks with your work mates, I bet he didn't like you to chitchat with your male workmates. Have lunch with your old buddies. Make some overtime. 

4. Cry

Cry alone. It's ok to cry alone especially when your alone in the night. It is pretty normal to cry especially to a guy you loved before in the first 2-3 months. Sooner or later you will get tired and face each day with a smile. I used to cry alone even though it's 6 months after we broke up. Because you couldn't imagine him with someone else now. But carry on, life goes on. You will fine better than him and soon realized why you never worked out. 

5. Change your perspective. Don't expect your standards. Meet and Greet

Change your taste in regards to boys. Change your preferences. Life is too short why not try to have new lover for the mean time and if doesn't sounds good for your appetite. You can easily practice this advises over and over again. Just make sure, you don't do it for rebounds. Explain to him in the first place,what is his role after your breakup. And after doing this things, sooner or later you will realized the situations

Have fun girl! Cheer up! 

Beef stew for the soul: Officially Missing You

Yeah ryt! I'm vain. hahaha

ok ok! I miss him. Can you not let your feelings over you? OMG! NO!!

Our relationship with my boyfriend is so so hard. Really hard! LDR! That's the term! As in LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. Quite easy to say you can last, but tell me? How far?

I can say that on the long run, its pretty obvious it not working anymore. But i tell you, we can survive this relationship. We're both born on August, we're Leos. Leos are born loyal. We know the feeling of being broken and left. So it's hard for us to see who's first to say we've cheat!

Secondly, we can survive this kind of relationship by use of our own cellphones. Prepaid load is a problem though but I know we're strong enough to say that we can last by not stopping our communication.

And lastly, We love each other so much. I meet his parents, his brother and cousin. I know thats an assurance.

Well, I think im just having my personal drama here again. Nothing to say much.

Just missing him.

"Hidden springs"

WEW! That was a summer break I am really expecting. We planned the outing unexpectedly. That was Friday when we planned to swim the other day, we bought some few snacks because we were thinking that we are off to swim not to eat. We just rode on a jeepney for a 32php fare each. I expect that the travel time will last for an hour but I was wrong. It took us just 45 minutes or less. Then we reached the place, pass through a hanging bridge built by bamboo stems. Then we were accommodated on a resort pool.

After placing our things and food on a cottage we've rented, we immediately went to the pool. Before splashing, we went to the steam bath. It's like a sauna. But it's too hot for us to dive through. It's like dipping our feet into boiling water. HEHEHEHE! 

Finally we swam all day, til our skin get burnt and dark. hahahaha! picture time!=)

The way was quite dangerous but it's worth it.

Really enjoyed the outing. The above photo is where the resorts are located. It is on the top of the mountains. Nice place,humid air,no pollution and the people are very friendly. Poblacion Itogon Benguet has a hidden treasure behind those pines. 

LEO HOROSCOPE: DECEMBER 2,2012

Tomorrow's Horoscope For Leo:
Since Mars returned to your work sector 2 weeks ago you gave up any hope of keeping your work hat off over the weekend and that will be the case right through to February. Yet while taking your work hat off completely isn't an option you need to take time out when you can, especially over the weekend so that you can hear yourself think. With your imagination particularly sharp today, give yourself permission to take time out, just to hear yourself think.


Tomorrow's Lovescope For Leo:
With Mars still just over 3 weeks away from your relationship sector you have a chance to put all your attention onto a sense of romance, as the Sun makes his annual visit to your romantic sector. At the same time that the Sun's all seeing light gives you a chance to see what you want and need from love, the Sun's warmth is able to heal or melt the ice away from around your heart.

[timegenie.com]

LEO HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY: DECEMBER 1,2012

Today's Horoscope For Leo:
With Mars now the lead planet in your work sector things have taken on an even more manic pace, one that is going to stay with you right through to Christmas. As the Moon moves into a more reflective part of your chart he'll move into opposition with these manic work forces, bringing some timely reality checks and a reminder that you won't accomplish anything if you burn out too soon. This is a reminder of the need to come up for air from time to time.


Today's Lovescope For Leo:
It's understandable that you might be a bit dubious and unsure of whether you can trust the romantic energy in the air, for it's been 17 years since this didn't have to compete with relationship forces. Yet this year the love gods are putting all their recourses into making up for lost time on the romantic front.

[timegenie.com]

"Loving you though miles away"

Femme? Inlove? Demre?

Virgin? Wild? Nympho?

I wasn't suppose to tell you this.

I'm confuse on my behavior 

And I'm sure of this.

My amour is far away

I can't endure the feeling of my affair

Loving him in thousand ways

Distance can't turn us away

When the night is blue

And the sky is light

Thinking him since mid twilight

When will we feel the caress blown

Patronizing your tender lips like a sweet nectar

Smelling your flesh like a new baked suelo

Your essence

Your smile

The sparkle in your eyes

The sorrows behind each glance

The tenderness of each caress

The tempting steno of desire

Choosing him with every effect

Unconditionally, moving here on earth

Though living in warfreak dimension

Missing him a million times

Still killing this one-night lullabies

One word is enough?

Is it harsh to curse the light?

That flowsevery now and then

Remembering the succulent delight

Kissing him divine

Whispering me good night

Tapping my tits sweet byes

Adoring a cave of nice ties

Enduring the dawn with bitter tears

Staying up late having deep cries

Tickling myself to ease the pain

Do I need a sweet cane for the rain?

The weather is hot,

Sometimes cold

Rainy nor sunny

I don't know

When will my love

Will come back

The time is passing

The doors will soon locked.

"Beef Stew for the Soul: Prelims"

Ah!! It's really the start of classes! WELCOME 3RD year!! ^^_V

Being an Accountancy major having 3-4 back subjects is really really tough! Well, as a matter in fact, I was supposed to graduate next school year. But because of having back subjects due to failure of some subjects last semesters. I will able to graduate on October 2014. And it is really a shocking news to my parents if they knew that I'll be graduating as an Octoberian. And this isn't happening in our previous family clans. Well, who cares? Besides, being in this course is never easy. Solving problems often, recitations, projects, future thesis and a lot! lot! memorization of the Philippine Laws and articles. Huh! never easy! Who says Accountancy is easy? According to the world statistics and records, Accountancy degree is one among the most difficult courses ever been recorded. Luckily, I must be proud of it cause I passed the first two years of being in this college. Indeed, I took three times one of my accounting subject and it is really a disgrace. My parents never knew that! They just knew that I take it twice! :P

In our university, there are nine colleges/ departments where you can pick one. When I was still a fresh high school grad before, I am really deep seated to think what will be my course to choose. My parents have told me to pursue my childhood dream to be an accountant,and so UNFORTUNATELY, I have chosen this course. Oh yeah! I'm enjoying MOM! DAD! >:( hahaha! a big LOL! :P

I envision my self before to teach students, wearing a black coat and pencil skirt, a cute hair bun, a big glasses wearing on the top of my nose, and a very long stick! with a chalk box and eraser board. haha! can you guess what I suppose to be soon? LOL! Yeah! a TEACHER! :)

Well, look where I am now?

Bringing 900-1000 paged book, a big bag pack, (a geek perhaps)

It is really a big sacrifice in my part, I wasn't able to pick my choice before cause Time has really been so fast to pick the right course, and now my lil sis has been taking Education major in English which suppose to be my chosen course? Damn hell! so unfair! my parents weren't permitted me to take that course while in fact my lil sister gave a damn shit for it? oh c'mon! Let's admit it that my sister is more intellectual in Math than me! and in fact, my favorite subject ever since the world has begun is ENGLISH! ok? chill?! T.T very very disappointing much ! :(

The important thing right now is to do my best and give my part to my parents, be thankful for letting me study in a prestigious school though I am having a hard time analyzing some lessons in school. Cause the truth is, Accounting subject is really hard! *sigh!

I don't really give a damn in this issue. What matters is that I am happy cause two more years, and I'm struck our from this hell school. hahaha!

Ok, let's see what's in our school? hmm? Boys? yes! Girls? yup! Happy? NO!

Actually, our college is the most students in the university, School of Accountancy and Business Management. It was relocated into a new building far away from the city. It has almost 8000 students and faculty,staff members. Our school is a 10 story building, and it looks like a hotel. Located on top of a mountain. And it is like plateau indeed! The school has well facilitated culinary equipments, dining and business halls appropriate for business courses. The school population consists mainly of Accountancy majors, marketing, Business Administration courses like Entrepreneurship, Financial Managements, Business Economics, and the like. And there are also courses appropriated for dining and hotel, travel and tours managements.

Students in the commerce department looks mature than usual according to professors and mentors from the main building. Because, you can normally see students wearing at their corporate attires everyday, and uniform with high heels, hair updo, accessories and make ups,neck ties and leather shoes, skirts, bringing along their brief cases and folders. Typically seen in corporations and more likely in local business areas.

Their is only one thing I regret for being part in the commerce department. The HTM (Hotel and Tourism Management) students. HTM students are very sophisticated in the like. Very elite in the sense that they don't know how to mingle and have ways to make friends with other courses. As if they owe the school, like brats and mean characters in a usual telenovelas in tv. They always look at their best, always in make up, strong fumes and irritating sound of their heels. Staring us like no other tomorrow. Very very awful! Professors and mentors, don't like their aura well indeed, they always make a space on the top to impress themselves. Their faces were colored rainbow like chuckie doll. And they always like to walk on busy corridors with their fuckshit heels! God damn it! They're like bitch ass holes ! I hate them! And I'm irritated by their gazes. An colored blonde hair with skinny jeans and heels, see through blouses! Shit? did the guards on the main gate did not check their outfits before entering the school? This is a Catholic school! While I was suppose to enter the gate, I just wore my tattered jeans, and they insisted me to go home just because I wore a little run through jeans? Where is justice in the society? damn!

I know within, Non-HTM courses are more brilliant ! though we can't walk with heels and skirts. How can they use their "PLEASING PERSONALITY"if they ain't know how to spell "MISSISSIPPI?" HAHA!

P.S: What is beauty if you're brain is empty!

END OF CLASSES, CLASS DISMISSED! :P

"The Last Ink"

Never thought he’s the ONE.

Never expected that his my LIFE.

Never thought Life’s so unfair to condemn me.

Don’t even think that season’s will change.

Is it just?

Obligatory?

Is it a conduct?

Defining the sequence is never easy

So why decode it?

Are you a God?

A mythical creature?

Why give love a name?

Soft brooks,

Hard meadows,

Short gasps

Long cuts,

Desiring heart's ignition,

Future escapades

Hot tempered 

Ill lungs

Colored dreams

White reflection

Black souls

Infinite meaning

Hollow tongues

Brittle tips

Knuckled ear lobes

Sweet lips

Do we need a bed to define it?

Is it fair to justify love beat?

Or break my kiss to abandon it

Love me

Hate me

I am not a fool.

"TAMA" ng mga taong nasa Likod nito.

(mga kaartehan ng mga nobelista't magagaling sa larangan ng panitikan)

EXCERPT Mula sa libro ni BOB ONG

 

STEPHEN KING-  merun Siyang tugtog,vitamin pill at basong tubig o tasa sa tabi nya.

ALEXANDRE DUMAS-Kumakain ng mansanas

SCHILLER-humihithit ng bulok na mansanas










 

COLETTE-nagkukuto ng pusa














 

WILLA CATHER-nagbabasa ng bible

HART CRANE-nakikipagparty biglang sisibat para humarap sa typewriter; Tumalon sa karagatan at nagsabing "GOODBYE EVERYBODY"

HEMINGWAY-Pagtatasa ng lapis, nakatayong nagsusulat; nagbaril sa ulo

MARK TWAIN-nakahiga

EDITH SIWELL- humihiga muna sa ataul bago magsulat

GEORGE SAND- nakikipagtalik

VOLTAIRE- likog ng kapareha ang ginagawang mesa

HENRY DAVID THOREAU- nakikipag usap sa mga hayop

LOUISA MAY ALCOTT- kumakanta sa ilalim ng buwan

CHARLES DICKEN- naglalakad ng 3 miles everyday at talong beses humahawak sa ilang bagay para swertehin

HANS CHRISTIAN ANDERSON- kataulang "I AM NOT REALLY DEAD" sa tabi ng kama

SAINT-POL-ROUX- naglagay ng "THE POET IS WORKING" sa labas ng pinto habang natutulog

EDGAR ALLAN POE- nakaitim

EMILY DICKINSON- nakaputi; hindi nagpapakita ng sulat kamay

ALLAN GARGANUS- nakaover all

JOHN CHEEVER- underwear lang

FOREST MCDONALD- walang saplot

BENJAMIN FRANKLIN- walang damit habang nagsusulat

VICTOR HUGO- nakahubo

D.H. LAWRENCE- umaakyat ng puno

KIPLING- pinakaitim na tinta ang ginagamit

GERTRUDE STEIN- driver's seat ng kotse nagsusulat ng mga tula

ALDOUS HUXLEY- gumagamit ng ilong sa pagsusulat! (wapak!)

W.H. AUDEN- 25 cups ng tsaa

HONORE DE BALZAC- 50 cups ng coffee!

DJUNA BARNES- itinigil ang alak at sigarilyo; tinanggal lahat ng salamin sa bahay

TOLSTOY- nagyelo sa lamig sa gilid ng tren matapos ipamigay ang lahat ng kayamanan( sa sobrang yaman,di alam kung san ilalagay

ALFRED JARRY-huli nyang kahilingan: TOOTHPICK

SHERWOOD ANDERSON- Nalunok ang toothpick at namatay

TENNESSEE WILLIAMS- nabulunan sa takip ng bote

VIRGINIA WOOLF- nagpakalunod sa ilog matapos punuin ng mga bato ang bulsa niya

SERGEI ESENIN-Nagbigti matapos sumulat ng tula gamit ang dugong nanggaling sa nilaslas na pulso(di nakuntento sa 1 suicide lang)

FAULKNER-Inatake sa puso matapos malaglag sa kabayo

ROBERT E. HOWARD-Nagbaril din para sabayan ang pagpanaw ng comatose na ina

ANNE SEXTON-Idinaan sa carbon monoxide

SETH MORGAN-Nagpatalon ng motorsiklo mula Golden Gate Bridge papuntang San Francisco Bay

SYLVIA PALTH-Nagpasok sa sariling ulo sa oven! sariling ulo! sa oven! perfect 10!









**NOTE: Kids, don't try this at home. Ang gumaya sa mga nabanggit, walang originality. Saka susulatan ang nitso ng "KSP" at "MAMATAY NA SANA!"