Jesus Calling: A bible Series, Day 196/365

 

Thank you Lord! I felt so relieved now that I went all the way to London at Liverpool Street and went to Canadian embassy, I submitted my biometrics and it's all for visa decision now. Like bro?! All by myself! It was so huge, the underground is so crazy. I also tapped twice so shame to me. Now I know next time what lines I need to follow. I felt so proud of myself. I went out of the house at 7.45am then I made it to the centre at 9:05am? So not bad. I hope next time when submitting and collecting my passport, it should be all in courier because when I came back I felt so dizzy, and hungry and thirsty. I am not very sure if my lenses are starting to get high or my vision is really that blurred. Anyway, it was a success. I managed to come back to the office at almost 12noon so not bad. The rush hour is crazy and I can't imagine people commuting everyday. I am very lucky to be living near to my workplace. Also, the temperature is not that hot cos I know that it is just early morning and it's cloudy so the temperature is not that hot. 

Last Saturday, I had a good 12km run. I started as early as 5am cos i the temperature is very hot even during at 7am when I finished my run. The next day before I went to church, I did a short run for 5km and I was so silly to press outdoor walk instead of run so in total I just ran for 4km and a walk for 1km. That was so funny. Anyway, i felt energized in the morning after the short run. That run was not too bad. So I'll try to ran again tomorrow before heading to work for a short 5km until I hit my target for a sub-30. 

This week, I met 2 VPs from the US which are all amazing as well. They are very kind an dedicated hardworking people. Both of them, I booked their taxis from the airport which I felt proud of myself because I used my skills and connections to book their taxis. Also yesterday, I helped Matt to book a table for their lunch today at Browns and they were delighted.

Today, we have a beautiful verse from Revelation which bridges the suffering of the Great Tribulation with the eternal reward of the saints. It marks a dramatic shift from earthly persecution to heavenly proximity, protection and purpose. Historically, people view this passage as the ultimate message of consolation for suffering believers. It reminds the reader that no matter how severe temporal trials become they are insignificant compared to the future glory: an eternity of intimate access to God, free from pain, fully protected by His presence.

God bless us all!

Jesus calling: A bible series, Day 191/365

 

Good Afternoon Lord,

I am extremely happy today because you know what? My corporate credit card came and it's my first time to receive it in my whole career and it is such a privilege! And guess what? My credit card limit is $10,000! It is actually less when you convert it in British pounds but still I can say it's mine. My name, my account, my privilege. 

Another thing is, it's Friday today so TGIF! My favourite time of the week. I am planning to do my long run this weekend. Probably early 5:00 tomorrow so I can finish early and do household chores tomorrow. It's still going to be hot and warm until Sunday and the following days so Paul and I decided to buy an air-conditioner but unfortunately it ran out of stock hahaha! I told him couple of weeks ago as the summer is still long, we just entered July. August, I am guessing it's going to be hotter. 4 fans is not working at all. It literally just circulating and blowing hot air. So yeah, we have decided. 

Also, Ben, our Managing Director asked us about our UPS and DOWNS, so I asked Matt what does it mean so yeah literally he's asking everyone to write their good times and bad times? I am actually looking it professionally but it is quite simple hahaha!

Anyway, I want to share what I submitted to Ben regarding my UPS and Downs. 

Ups 👍

• I have enjoyed getting to know my colleagues across different departments and learning how Agilysys operates globally.
• During my first two weeks, I took the time to organize and tidy up my workspace. Having a clean and well-organized environment has helped me feel more at ease, relaxed, and calm, allowing me to settle into my new role comfortably.
• I successfully completed my onboarding tasks and became familiar with the company's systems, processes, and policies.
• I received my corporate credit card and have been learning the travel and expense procedures.
• I have taken ownership of several administrative responsibilities, including coordinating travel, hotel bookings, taxi arrangements, and supporting visitors to the Windsor office.
• Preparing for my upcoming training in Markham, Canada has been exciting, and I appreciate the opportunity to further develop my knowledge and skills.
• I have felt welcomed and supported by my manager and colleagues, which has helped me settle into my role quickly and build confidence in my position.

Downs / Challenges 👎

• As with any new role, there has been a steep learning curve while understanding Agilysys systems, terminology, and internal processes.
• Managing multiple new tasks and requests at the same time has required careful prioritization and organization.
• Navigating travel arrangements, expense procedures, and visa requirements for my upcoming training has involved a lot of new information and documentation.
• Learning who the appropriate contacts are for different requests across the business has taken some time.
• Balancing day-to-day responsibilities while absorbing a large amount of new information has occasionally felt overwhelming, but it is becoming easier as I gain experience.

Jesus Calling: A bible series, Day 190/365

 

Good morning Lord,

I woke up so guilty today. Full of guilt and shame as I am in my luteal phase again. My hormones are freaking so active and moody again. I asked my self why I always been like this every phase of the month. There was a time that I was sweet and clingy and flirty sometimes but most of the time I am moody and annoyed and irritated. Yesterday after my 30-minute workout, I was annoyed and talked back random things to Paul which at the end of day, it broke my heart. I was in rage, I was irritated. I felt different as if I am not the Benaliza from yesterday. It felt crazy and stupid. So this morning right after Paul said good morning, I made amends and asked him to buy our train tickets on our upcoming holiday. Of course I apologised from last night. I was being silly and stupid. I don't know why I did that and I was feeling independent and b*tchy.

Overall, we are fine now and I am quite relieved. 

Yesterday I receive my parcel from Vinted which I bought a cute shirt that only costs me £2 plus shipping and I was a little stupid cos I did not wash it and it smelled so bad. Lol! It was my first time to smell a body odour from a pre-loved shirt like bro? Why did they not wash it first before selling them. In my first time of my life, I now felt how to have body odour from people hahaha. Honestly it's so bad. And how does a real person with body odour don't smell themselves? Hahaha! You can actually smell yourself! Or am I the only one who can do that? Smell yourself? hahaha! Crazy!

Anyway, the verse today emphasizes that the Christian life is an ongoing struggle requiring vigilance, effort, and perseverance. This ''fight'' is not against people but against sin, doubt, and spiritual distractions, and it is considered ''good'' because it centers on truth, holiness and the glory of God.

God bless us all!