Showing posts with label depressions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label depressions. Show all posts

Monday, July 16, 2012

"Loving you though miles away"

Femme? Inlove? Demre?
Virgin? Wild? Nympho?
I wasn't suppose to tell you this.
I'm confuse on my behavior 
And I'm sure of this.

My amour is far away
I can't endure the feeling of my affair
Loving him in thousand ways
Distance can't turn us away

When the night is blue
And the sky is light
Thinking him since mid twilight
When will we feel the caress blown

Patronizing your tender lips like a sweet nectar
Smelling your flesh like a new baked suelo
Your essence
Your smile
The sparkle in your eyes
The sorrows behind each glance
The tenderness of each caress
The tempting steno of desire

Choosing him with every effect
Unconditionally, moving here on earth
Though living in warfreak dimension
Missing him a million times
Still killing this one-night lullabies

One word is enough?
Is it harsh to curse the light?
That flowsevery now and then
Remembering the succulent delight

Kissing him divine
Whispering me good night
Tapping my tits sweet byes
Adoring a cave of nice ties

Enduring the dawn with bitter tears
Staying up late having deep cries
Tickling myself to ease the pain
Do I need a sweet cane for the rain?

The weather is hot,
Sometimes cold
Rainy nor sunny
I don't know

When will my love
Will come back
The time is passing
The doors will soon locked.

Saturday, July 7, 2012

"The Last Ink"



Never thought he’s the ONE.
Never expected that his my LIFE.
Never thought Life’s so unfair to condemn me.
Don’t even think that season’s will change.



Is it just?
Obligatory?
Is it a conduct?
Defining the sequence is never easy
So why decode it?
Are you a God?
A mythical creature?
Why give love a name?

Soft brooks,
Hard meadows,
Short gasps
Long cuts,

Desiring heart's ignition,
Future escapades
Hot tempered 
Ill lungs

Colored dreams
White reflection
Black souls
Infinite meaning

Hollow tongues
Brittle tips
Knuckled ear lobes
Sweet lips

Do we need a bed to define it?
Is it fair to justify love beat?
Or break my kiss to abandon it

Love me
Hate me
I am not a fool.



Friday, October 7, 2011

''A fuckin' Advice''

~Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get tattoos. Do drugs. Get high. Drink till you pass out. Have sex. Love with all your heart. Play the music loud. Live your fucking life. Fuck what people expect of you. Do what makes you happy!

~FUCK U 28!!! >:(

Monday, September 5, 2011

Quintessence Of Light (Act 3)


so maybe im just blind

or maybe i can't see

well either one is fine

i speak redundantly

its hard to see whats wrong

when you're diving in like me

i used to love relentlessly



don't get me wrong here

i need you in my life

but we're independent people

at the current time

i know that years from now

a day will finally come for us to love perpetually



this is where i draw the line this time

this just has to stop right here

if we can't just learn to live our lives

then we don't have any hope at all



so how can you remember everything?

is there a rulebook for our love

i'm not reading?

if we could just free up the laws

that bind our lives

then we could love

we could love...

Quintessence Of Light (Act 2)


Boy, I've been thinking a lot

about who we could have been

if i was back home just chilling

with you and all my friends



But dear I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth...



For the past 3 years

I swear I've been a better man

than who I've become

I know, I know, I know I let you down

But I've been gone

for too damn long



So shine outward, not inward

You've been a selfish little girl

for the past 3 years

I've been through more than you can know

and God I don't want you to know



What I have been through

cause you just wouldn't understand

you're just a girl with some issues

as bad as it might sound



But you're the girl

who's been driving me mad



So if you go away

right now then I can't guarantee

that I won't break your heart

But if you go and stay then baby

That i will hope and pray

that you would run away

Cause dear breaks my heart

to see you here



Find a new boy, a new life,

a whole new set of friends

Cause all that I'll ever do is break your heart

and dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



Yeah, dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



But just so you know...



I've been thinking a lot of

who we could have been

if i was back home,

just chilling with you and all my friends



But dear, I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth.

Black Blood Written On A Note (Act 1)




Its a plague, this constant weight, it haunts my thoughts when you're away.

And would it be safe for one to say, I made your heart smile at the end of the day?



And what, what was hidden behind your eyes?

Was it love, or pain in disguise?

I know my love never took that away.

I know my love was just a plague.



With everyday I pray you'd say I brought you joy in some way.

But that's not the case, cause I took it away, I turned your joy into pain.

I know my songs were never profound, they were never sincere enough to make your heart sing out.

So where am i wrong, in hoping that I might someday realize where I was all along?



Where I was all along...