Beef stew for the soul: Officially Missing You

Yeah ryt! I'm vain. hahaha

ok ok! I miss him. Can you not let your feelings over you? OMG! NO!!

Our relationship with my boyfriend is so so hard. Really hard! LDR! That's the term! As in LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. Quite easy to say you can last, but tell me? How far?

I can say that on the long run, its pretty obvious it not working anymore. But i tell you, we can survive this relationship. We're both born on August, we're Leos. Leos are born loyal. We know the feeling of being broken and left. So it's hard for us to see who's first to say we've cheat!

Secondly, we can survive this kind of relationship by use of our own cellphones. Prepaid load is a problem though but I know we're strong enough to say that we can last by not stopping our communication.

And lastly, We love each other so much. I meet his parents, his brother and cousin. I know thats an assurance.

Well, I think im just having my personal drama here again. Nothing to say much.

Just missing him.

"Loving you though miles away"

Femme? Inlove? Demre?

Virgin? Wild? Nympho?

I wasn't suppose to tell you this.

I'm confuse on my behavior 

And I'm sure of this.

My amour is far away

I can't endure the feeling of my affair

Loving him in thousand ways

Distance can't turn us away

When the night is blue

And the sky is light

Thinking him since mid twilight

When will we feel the caress blown

Patronizing your tender lips like a sweet nectar

Smelling your flesh like a new baked suelo

Your essence

Your smile

The sparkle in your eyes

The sorrows behind each glance

The tenderness of each caress

The tempting steno of desire

Choosing him with every effect

Unconditionally, moving here on earth

Though living in warfreak dimension

Missing him a million times

Still killing this one-night lullabies

One word is enough?

Is it harsh to curse the light?

That flowsevery now and then

Remembering the succulent delight

Kissing him divine

Whispering me good night

Tapping my tits sweet byes

Adoring a cave of nice ties

Enduring the dawn with bitter tears

Staying up late having deep cries

Tickling myself to ease the pain

Do I need a sweet cane for the rain?

The weather is hot,

Sometimes cold

Rainy nor sunny

I don't know

When will my love

Will come back

The time is passing

The doors will soon locked.

"The Last Ink"

Never thought he’s the ONE.

Never expected that his my LIFE.

Never thought Life’s so unfair to condemn me.

Don’t even think that season’s will change.

Is it just?

Obligatory?

Is it a conduct?

Defining the sequence is never easy

So why decode it?

Are you a God?

A mythical creature?

Why give love a name?

Soft brooks,

Hard meadows,

Short gasps

Long cuts,

Desiring heart's ignition,

Future escapades

Hot tempered 

Ill lungs

Colored dreams

White reflection

Black souls

Infinite meaning

Hollow tongues

Brittle tips

Knuckled ear lobes

Sweet lips

Do we need a bed to define it?

Is it fair to justify love beat?

Or break my kiss to abandon it

Love me

Hate me

I am not a fool.