Beef stew for the soul: Officially Missing You

Yeah ryt! I'm vain. hahaha

ok ok! I miss him. Can you not let your feelings over you? OMG! NO!!

Our relationship with my boyfriend is so so hard. Really hard! LDR! That's the term! As in LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. Quite easy to say you can last, but tell me? How far?

I can say that on the long run, its pretty obvious it not working anymore. But i tell you, we can survive this relationship. We're both born on August, we're Leos. Leos are born loyal. We know the feeling of being broken and left. So it's hard for us to see who's first to say we've cheat!

Secondly, we can survive this kind of relationship by use of our own cellphones. Prepaid load is a problem though but I know we're strong enough to say that we can last by not stopping our communication.

And lastly, We love each other so much. I meet his parents, his brother and cousin. I know thats an assurance.

Well, I think im just having my personal drama here again. Nothing to say much.

Just missing him.

LEO HOROSCOPE: DECEMBER 2,2012

Tomorrow's Horoscope For Leo:
Since Mars returned to your work sector 2 weeks ago you gave up any hope of keeping your work hat off over the weekend and that will be the case right through to February. Yet while taking your work hat off completely isn't an option you need to take time out when you can, especially over the weekend so that you can hear yourself think. With your imagination particularly sharp today, give yourself permission to take time out, just to hear yourself think.


Tomorrow's Lovescope For Leo:
With Mars still just over 3 weeks away from your relationship sector you have a chance to put all your attention onto a sense of romance, as the Sun makes his annual visit to your romantic sector. At the same time that the Sun's all seeing light gives you a chance to see what you want and need from love, the Sun's warmth is able to heal or melt the ice away from around your heart.

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LEO HOROSCOPE FOR TODAY: DECEMBER 1,2012

Today's Horoscope For Leo:
With Mars now the lead planet in your work sector things have taken on an even more manic pace, one that is going to stay with you right through to Christmas. As the Moon moves into a more reflective part of your chart he'll move into opposition with these manic work forces, bringing some timely reality checks and a reminder that you won't accomplish anything if you burn out too soon. This is a reminder of the need to come up for air from time to time.


Today's Lovescope For Leo:
It's understandable that you might be a bit dubious and unsure of whether you can trust the romantic energy in the air, for it's been 17 years since this didn't have to compete with relationship forces. Yet this year the love gods are putting all their recourses into making up for lost time on the romantic front.

[timegenie.com]

"Loving you though miles away"

Femme? Inlove? Demre?

Virgin? Wild? Nympho?

I wasn't suppose to tell you this.

I'm confuse on my behavior 

And I'm sure of this.

My amour is far away

I can't endure the feeling of my affair

Loving him in thousand ways

Distance can't turn us away

When the night is blue

And the sky is light

Thinking him since mid twilight

When will we feel the caress blown

Patronizing your tender lips like a sweet nectar

Smelling your flesh like a new baked suelo

Your essence

Your smile

The sparkle in your eyes

The sorrows behind each glance

The tenderness of each caress

The tempting steno of desire

Choosing him with every effect

Unconditionally, moving here on earth

Though living in warfreak dimension

Missing him a million times

Still killing this one-night lullabies

One word is enough?

Is it harsh to curse the light?

That flowsevery now and then

Remembering the succulent delight

Kissing him divine

Whispering me good night

Tapping my tits sweet byes

Adoring a cave of nice ties

Enduring the dawn with bitter tears

Staying up late having deep cries

Tickling myself to ease the pain

Do I need a sweet cane for the rain?

The weather is hot,

Sometimes cold

Rainy nor sunny

I don't know

When will my love

Will come back

The time is passing

The doors will soon locked.

"The Last Ink"

Never thought he’s the ONE.

Never expected that his my LIFE.

Never thought Life’s so unfair to condemn me.

Don’t even think that season’s will change.

Is it just?

Obligatory?

Is it a conduct?

Defining the sequence is never easy

So why decode it?

Are you a God?

A mythical creature?

Why give love a name?

Soft brooks,

Hard meadows,

Short gasps

Long cuts,

Desiring heart's ignition,

Future escapades

Hot tempered 

Ill lungs

Colored dreams

White reflection

Black souls

Infinite meaning

Hollow tongues

Brittle tips

Knuckled ear lobes

Sweet lips

Do we need a bed to define it?

Is it fair to justify love beat?

Or break my kiss to abandon it

Love me

Hate me

I am not a fool.

''Two Months"

BENA♥DANIEL►yan ang bagong team up! bagong jowa! hahaha!! bagong buhay na din! Noong una,wala naman talaga akong balak mag boypren eh! Kaso nga lang, sa sobrang baet nung guy,nahulog ako sa kanya! PAKTAY! >.<
haha! let's not talk about that! Pag usapan natin kung anong klaseng lalake si DANIEL!

Hmmm..Ano nga ba? mabaet? oo!
Matalino? oo!
Gwapo? pwde!!?? :DD
Matangkad?? Ok lng xD
May abs? ok lng :DD


Sows! bakit pa napunta sa usapan na yan!! LOLS!

December 3,2011-->unang nagkita kami,nagsimula lang yan sa FB,nagkatxt! tapos eyeball agad!

Nanood ng sine,nagkwentuhan, nag boating sa Burnham Lake,picture2 pa! lols!

Dumako kami sa isang punto na nagkaaminan kami..Madali lang siyang kausap! Maski naman ako! Wala ng keme-keme! ihihihi! (ang landi!)

Dumalas ang txt! tapos dumalas na din kami nag date! Sympre,kami na non ahh!

Feel ko na at ramdam ko na! MAHAL AKO NITONG LALAKENG ito!

(SANA naman LORD! siya na :3 )

Sawa na akong umiyak,masaktan at umunuwa..

Ang laki na kaya ng damage ko sa EX-BF ko!!:((

Tapos pag eto,ginago ako,EWAN ko na lng! Ewan ko tlga! HMF! T.T

Nga lang , LDR na naman itech!

Pumunta siya ng LAGUNA for work! Iniwan na naman ako :(

Pero promise ko sa kanya,di ko siya iiwan^^

Kasi para sa kanya, ako lang daw nakakaintindi sa kanya..iniwan siya ng Ex nya, ng pamilya niya maski si God,minsan sinisisi niya..

Anong mamimiss ko sa kanya?

=Yakap nya,halik at ang pag aalaga niya.. Masarap magmahal ang isang Daniel Dacanay! Ituturing ka talaga niyang prinsesa,ibibigay sayo ang mundo! Wala na nga akong masabi eh! Nasa sa kanya na ang lahat! Di ko siya iiwan^^ peksman \m/

~HAPI MONTHSARY DANIEL! Mahal na mahal kita :*

''Ways on how to make a Girl SMILE (PART 1)"

1. Send her a cute goodnight text while she's sleeping so she wakes up with a smile on her face.

2. hug her unexpectedly, tell her she's beautiful, send her home, kiss her forehead/cheeks, let her knw tht u love her

3. Call her "BABY" it will make her melt every time. Promise.

4. Play with her FINGERS, she loves the way your hand touches hers.

5. Tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine.

6. Express that you miss her when you're apart .

7. treat her like gravity. You fall for her everyday.

8. spend time with her. There's nothing women cherish more than time.

9. Give her your Jacket when its Cold... And tell her she can keep it...

10. Only LIE to her if it involves SURPRISING her. :)

11. Be sweeter then candy, make her feel like she's your world, spoil her with love and care. She'll smile for awhile.

12. STAY by her side and PROTECT her. Especially when no one else does

13. Call her just to tell her that you love her more than anything.

14. Text her "Good Morning Beautiful! Let her know that she is the FIRST thing you think about when you wake up.

15. Tell her every night before you go to sleep just exactly how much she means to you.

16. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

17. insecurities. Do not contact your EX.. And EX is certainly an EXample of ppl u shouldn't hv in the future

18. Buy her a single rose instead of a dozen

19. NEVER break your PROMISES and keep her SECRETS like they're yours.

20. tell her that she's just like the brightest star among the thousands and it makes you keep looking at her all day.

21. Treat Her like a Queen

22. Cook for Her

23. love her with all your heart ♥ and always be there for her :')

24. Respect Her Morals, Feelings And Thoughts. Don't Push Her To Do Anything. Move At Her Pace

25. show her she's always on your mind

26. Show her off to your friends, make her feel important.

27. Don't be afraid to admit when you're wrong.

28. Go to her house when she is sick, make soup for her, take care of her. You will be the best medicine ever!

29.Never give up on her. Even when she's messing up. Everyone makes mistakes but love can do anything

30. Tell her, "The day I go down on my knees for another girl, is the day I will tie the shoe lace for our daughter."

31. kiss her on the forehead or grab her by the waist and pull her and just look at her and kiss her <3 br="">
32. walk with her. Walk her home/ walk her to class/ stroll in the park etc

33. telling her she looks better without makeup...

34. writing long random cute letters and write it on her wall on Fb or texting it

35. She comes first. ALWAYS.

"Lamentations of Love"

I am the wind brought forth by the darkness of the night..
Silent, swift, and yet, subtle..
I am the first rays of morning light that races from the eastern horizon..
Soft, light, and so full of gentle warmth..
I am the first gentle drops of rain after a very long drought..
Cool,beautiful and so refreshing..
I am love..
And joy is mine.

I am not an accident of time, brought about by different forces..
I do not exist in a single moment, I am forever..
I'm not a product of spontaneous creation..
I do not suddenly occur at first sight..
But it is through me, that you see this world..
I am LOVE..
I am the alpha and the omega..

And yet, many times, I have been wronged..
For so many times, I have been blamed for grief..
Yes, the world goes round because of love..
I bring forth joy, and grief at my demise..
The flames of Troy and the blood of Romeo..
The birth of Christ and the death of Christ..
For Love,
For me.

Love, is somewhat like the finest of black chocolates..
90% bitter and 10% sweet..
Plaisir d'Amour,ne dure gu un moment.
Chagrin d'Amour,ne dure toute la vie..
Laugh,and laugh heartily..
aND YOU'LL CRY MORE OFTEN..
I am love..
And I do shed my tears..

Many have tried to find my meaning..
What is love? what is its object?
Many have tried, and ended in frustration..
For it is when you try to reason with love,
That you will discover that you have lost your own essence..
For I am not a matter of man's mortal thought..
Love is..
Because of love..

Yes, the world is borne of love..
And Armageddon beckons of love..
And when you laugh, I laugh with you..
And when you cry, I cry with you..
I do shed my own tears..
I cry..
Because of love.

''A fuckin' Advice''

~Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get tattoos. Do drugs. Get high. Drink till you pass out. Have sex. Love with all your heart. Play the music loud. Live your fucking life. Fuck what people expect of you. Do what makes you happy!

~FUCK U 28!!! >:(

Ang Walong Kasinungalingan ni INA

This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn't enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say, "Eat this rice, son, I'm not hungry."

This was Mother's First Lie.
...
As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten; my heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, "Eat this fish son, I don't really like fish."

This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes, which she filled with fresh matchsticks. This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, "Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning." Mother smiled and said, "Go to sleep son, I'm not tired."

This was Mother's Third Lie.

When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her... Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love. Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said, "Drink son, I'm not thirsty!"

This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle, who lived near my house, came to help us solve our problems big and small. Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying, "I don't need love."

This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and got a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, "I have enough money."

That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son. She said to me, "I'm not used to high living."

That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, "Don't cry son, I'm not in pain."

That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this eighth lie, she died.

YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

M - O - T - H - E - R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of gold,
"E" is for her eyes with love-light shining in them,
"R" means right , and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER"

*I LOVE YOU MUDRA♥

''A real boyfriend''

A REAL BOYFRIEND
Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend."

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

Pinagtaling Mga Puso

My family is the most precious gift I ever had in my entire life. They gave me the inspiration to foretell my dreams and are in my wishes always and forever. God gave them to guide me especially in times of decision and in the most sorrowful times of my life. They always advice me to be a good, descent, lovely, formal and conservative lady in order for me not to have difficult times in choosing my husband in the future. I always have an idle man in life. Ever since I started to mature and have wise decisions, I visualize a man who will make my dreams come true but when I start to realize that no one is perfect and no one is to be called “MR. RIGHT”, I begin to think the simplest asset a man could ever be. As of now, I have standards that I find to most guys, such as simple, intelligent, respectful, hardworking, wise and romantic. I always promise to myself that I will be a good mom, a responsible woman, a lovable wife and a very concern mother. I always want to make things right even though I couldn’t make it perfect. Because I know that there is no such thing as PERFECT but God gave us many chances to make things right. I want to have 2-3 kids, a healthy family, a cheerful husband and full of hopes and aspirations. I do believe in the Sacrament of Marriage, because we Filipinos are family oriented, and grew up on our Christian beliefs and customs. We, have the traditional belief of being attach on our family especially on our parents. Just because of this belief, we don’t consider DIVORCE here in the Philippines. Because we are joined together under the blessings of God and according to the bible, a man can’t destroy a contract under the consecration of God alone. As a young citizen of the Philippines, we must stay on our beliefs especially in marriage. Nowadays, most people are destroying this marriage just because of misunderstandings and problems like financial and emotional aspects. If we love each other, as soon as we can fix everything, we must use our time and fix all the things just to save the family. Children will be so affected and will suffer too much if we can’t.

Quintessence Of Light (Act 3)

so maybe im just blind

or maybe i can't see

well either one is fine

i speak redundantly

its hard to see whats wrong

when you're diving in like me

i used to love relentlessly



don't get me wrong here

i need you in my life

but we're independent people

at the current time

i know that years from now

a day will finally come for us to love perpetually



this is where i draw the line this time

this just has to stop right here

if we can't just learn to live our lives

then we don't have any hope at all



so how can you remember everything?

is there a rulebook for our love

i'm not reading?

if we could just free up the laws

that bind our lives

then we could love

we could love...

Black Blood Written On A Note (Act 1)

Its a plague, this constant weight, it haunts my thoughts when you're away.

And would it be safe for one to say, I made your heart smile at the end of the day?



And what, what was hidden behind your eyes?

Was it love, or pain in disguise?

I know my love never took that away.

I know my love was just a plague.



With everyday I pray you'd say I brought you joy in some way.

But that's not the case, cause I took it away, I turned your joy into pain.

I know my songs were never profound, they were never sincere enough to make your heart sing out.

So where am i wrong, in hoping that I might someday realize where I was all along?



Where I was all along...

''God is a Channel of Love and Mercy''

READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD !
A MUST READ !

FROM THE VERY FIRST WORD TILL LAST !

READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD !

Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end.

God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...

I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work

Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lots of the problems in our world today.

We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning..

Maybe, Sunday night...

And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.

We do like to have Him around during sickness..

And, of course, at funerals.

However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...

Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.

May God forgive me for ever thinking...

That... there is a time or place where..

HE is not to be FIRST in my life.

We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.

If, You aren't ashamed to do this...

Please follow the directions.

Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.'

Not ashamed?

Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!

Yes, I do Love God.

HE is my source of existence and Savior.

He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

This is the simplest test.

If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you...

Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you!

I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus. Do You love Him?

THE POEM

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,

And jumped up off my knees.

My Christian duty was now done

My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,

They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,

No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said

'Your name I cannot find.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time'

Now do you have the time to pass it on?

Make sure that you scroll through to the end.

Easy vs. Hard

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?

Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?

Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?

Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to forward this, or
delete it?

Just remember-God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!

Here's what the wheel is all about. When you receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you....

That's all you have to do....

There is nothing attached....

This is so powerful....

Do not stop the wheel, please....

Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....

There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!

May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...'I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, 'What you got there, son?' 'Just some old birds,' came the reply.

'What are you gonna do with them?' I asked.

'Take 'em home and have fun with 'em,' he answered 'I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time' 'But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?'

'Oh, I got some cats,' said the little boy. 'They like birds. I'll take 'em to them.'

The pastor was silent for a moment. 'How much do you want for those birds, son?'

'Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!'

'How much?' the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, '$10?'

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!'

'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.

Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!'

'And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked

'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!'

'How much?' He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.'

Jesus said, 'DONE!'

Then He paid the price.

The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.

I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.

And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it was sent out to many more.

PS: If you didn't read the whole message.. Think Again

God is love♥

First and for most, I love my parents named Paterna Dacumos & Ruben Dacumos. I love my sister Rhona Mae, my friends (many to mention) and my boyfriend, Johnathan Paul. Maybe, I think those I love also loved me. Because the certain amount they shown me love, is the certain amount I pay back doubled. From the certain people I mentioned above, the one who hurt me most is my boyfriend, Johnathan Paul because we broke up two times and it really hurt me a lot. Because he is my first boyfriend whom I treated seriously. To all the guys I loved before, he’s the one who treated me so nice even though we’re having an affair via online because he is far from me and I know that long distance relationship is really complicated. I know love conquers all and according to John 20:21-23, anyone who committed sins against others is not yet forgiven unless you do not forgive them and this gives me the lesson to forgive others especially forgiving my sins first before others. If I have a strong belief in the Messiah, I know my sins will be forgiven. Forgiveness is so important in human life especially us, we’re not perfect and so, we must have longer patience and understanding. We must forgive others not just because we felt pity but because it’s sincere and compassionate. By accepting repentance and forgiveness, the gates of heaven will open for all sinners to repent. And by exercising such, we will receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. We must love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins. Offer hospitability to one another without grumbling. We must not take revenge but we must leave room for God’s wrath. For it is written, “It is mine to avenge; I will repay”, says the Lord. On the contrary:


“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
If he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head”

Amor Propio (Self-love)

Ang takot na mawala ang pinakamamahal mo sa buhay ay parang pagtalikod sa mundo mo.
Kabitan mo man ng kandado't posas
Kung kakawala din lang siya
Paos ka na,bingi pa rin siya.

Kumbaga sa pagpitas ng isang rosas sa hardin
Hahayaan mong masira ang isang napakagandang bulaklak
Kahit alam na alam mong bandang huli
Di ka nya kayang mahalin.

Sabi nya,tadhana na lamang ang magdidikta ng inyong mga kapalaran
Pero iniwan ka,pinarusahan at nagdududa
Kay saklap ng nangyari pero inutang lahat ng puhunan makapagsimula lang ulit
Grabe ang pag-ibig! Lahat hahamakin,maging sayo lang ang minamahal mo.

Kay hirap isipin na mawawalay ka na sa kanyang piling
Di mo akalain na noon na sobrang lambing
Ngayon ay puno ng kirot at hapdi
Patawarin man ako,di na magbabago ang lahat.

Inalay ko na ang lahat lahat pero di pa rin naging patas.
Eto na ba talaga ang sinasabi nilang "WAKAS"???
Ngayon ko lang nadama ang tunay na buhay sa mundo
Na di lahat ng mga telenobela at mga kwentong pambata ay nagtatapos sa masasayang tugtugin.

Inisip ko lang ang sarili ko kaya di ko kinayang pakawalan ka
Ganon na nga ba ako kahangal para sa pag-ibig?
Nabubulag na dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal sayo?
O dahil lang ba to sa sobrang pagkatanga?

Pagod na ako
Pagod ka na din
Sawa na
Tapos na :'((

Especially for you ♥ (Post Monthsary Celeb)

~*i love you 28:">

Cinco meses de edad (Five Months Old)

Their is another story elaborated to my graph
This time I need a perfect lie to tell my secrets away
Giving rise to an evolution of hour
Taking down the pieces into a very masterpiece

God gave me reasons for smiling
A reason for being
A reason to crying
And a reason to living

The border are well-built
Sensible, incredible and accountable
He opens the door, I quickly looked up and said,
"How I wish I am beautiful on our wedding day!"

Thinking of the possibility of numbness
Delirious, enthusiastic, very zeal
Perfect two, burned on ice
Shivering and Chilling

Sleeping in mild tender cloth
Keeping the warmth into your breathe
Hugging your flesh upon my chest
Tasting the romance of love

It doesn't matter how I feel cold nor hot
Sweating, salivating neither excavating
Within the dept of my heart, the soul of eternity
A rushed,cold, running awe came out from the wild

Sweet, tender, soft, smooth and gentle dew
A violin exercised upon the tube
Gliding softly upon the route
A nice melody hearing upon the mood

Breaking the silence of the crest moon
A cloudy experience I want to exploit
The crack of the cricket it joined the presence
Darkness resides upon the lamp shade

Curtain meadows
Soft quilts
Scented nighties
Colorful candles
Painted walls and ceilings
Crystal chandeliers
Bitter sweet grape wine
Looked warm caress toilets
Shaved secrets
Icy cold toughs
Harmonized voices toned in silence
Caramelized tops
Wild prints and lines
Folded tuck-ins
Pinkish heels and palms
Skinny waists and knees
Crowded curls and split ends
Pinches and slaps
Cold toes and fingertips
Exposes bellies and tits
And a warm owl on chinky eyes

It's never too late to see the rhythm
Hearing the chaps and scratches
Showing off, Striping off
Shyness resides inexperienced
Two souls tastes the other half
Passion, love and sometimes lust
It's pity felt on the mate
But excitement and love rocks the bed.


~*Happy 5th Monthsary Babe! i love you so much !! ♥

Less a few days; A grown Up!

Ano ang hanap ng isang nagdadalagang tulad ko?
Ano ang hiling niya?
Ano ba ang natatanging nais ko?
Ano ang mahalaga sakin?

Marahil isa lang talaga ang pinaka importante sa buhay ko ngaun
Ang makita ang mga minamahal ko na nasa maayos na kalagayan at estado
Makapagtapos ng kolehiyo at makapagtrabaho't magkanegosyo
Pero paano ko magagawa ito kung laging nasa isip ko'y MAHIRAP!?

Pangarap ko makasungkit ng bituin
Makakuha ng mataas na posisyon
Makapagpatayo ng mga gusali't mga lupa
At makapagbuo ng mga pangarap sa bagong pamilya

Napakahirap tuparin kung walang sagana
Puro tiis ang danas, pawis at luha
Masakit isipin na di ka makakapagapos dahil kapos at gipit
Pero mas masakit kung nawalan ka ng oportunidad dahil di mo kinayang maging malakas para sa mga pangarap

Ang SAKIT at HIRAP ay nasa isip lang nga tao
Di totoong may hirap at sakit
Dahil dinadanas lang ito ng ating kalamnan
Ngunit di kelanman sa laman

Karunungan ang kapital
Patiyatiyaga ang kapit
Patitiis ang kalakasan
At dasal ang kailangan

Diseotso na sa quatro
Dalaga na si Isang
Matanda na para isipin ang mali sa tama
At napakisig para suungin ang dagok ng buhay

Marami pang kakaining bigas
Marami pang lubak ang tatahakin
Sapat lang ang kaalaman
Pursigido't malakas para tawarin ang butas ng karayom

Isang hiling..


~LAKAS AT TIBAY NG DAMDAMIN:)