Celebration of our Second Wedding anniversary

 Praise the Lord for His goodness! That’s already two years! WOW! Amazing! 

                   

 

 

    

We celebrated our second wedding anniversary in a hotel at Reading, UK and we were surprised inside our room. A note in a cake was there when we entered the room, I wanted to thank the staff of Crowne Plaza Reading! It was sweet! And I love red velvet cakes. Reading was amazing,  it was a short stay but a memorable one. We had the time on ourselves away from our busy life working and thriving. 

Paul also gave me a handbag this year. Oh! I loved it! It was a lil bit pricey though but he took the chance to get me one and of course I took the time to choose it myself. Praise the Lord for his goodness!

    

            

Our relationship for the past two years was a rough ride. It’s because we manage to live together finally after a very long time that we were apart. Having the faith to be constant and patient is one of the most difficult challenges I am facing. My anger issues is sometimes arising but I am thankful that Pstr Bong Saquing’s videos preaching that we should love difficult people with unconditional love just like Jesus love us so much without any reason to doubt and believe in us.

The Lord is reminding us every time that He is the center of our relationship. Growing faithfully with him and asking for His guidance to take over our lives and be His bond servants. 

Everyday, I ask the Lord to give us an encounter to be able for us to choose Him over material desires, lust and sin. Asking the Lord to give us wisdom to choose right choices and decisions and be responsible because we are grown adults already. 

I admit that I am a difficult person and I easily get angry and moody at times especially when people don’t meet my expectations. And I am truly sorry for being arrogant and vain sometimes.  I tend to compare myself a lot to other people and be insecure. But God constantly reminding me that I am special and I am unique. Love and patience makes me out-stand to others and also kindness. I always pray to Mother Mary to intercede for me and make me a patient wife, a loving and caring wife just like being a true Christian wife. 

Lord I pray that you always guide and protect our marriage. Be the center of our relationship and never stop listening to our prayers.

"Guardian Angels"

Are angels real? Are there fallen angels? Does guardian angels do exist?

These are just few questions which I wandered way back when I was 5. Maybe they exist going back to ancient and bible times. Angels do really exist. Religious-catholic people, lay ministers,lay leaders and pastors knew these stuff. I grew on a religious and devoted family where my parents taught me and my younger sister to pray the Guardian Angel prayer. And it goes like this:

''Angel of God,
My guardian dear.
To whom God's love, commits me here.
Ever this day/ night be at my side,
To lead,to rule
to guide and love, Amen.''

This really helps me to ease my feelings and fears whenever I recite this prayer especially during exams, quizzes and even getting for a job interview. This prayer really gives me guts and knowing that my guardian angel Raphael (one of the seven archangels) is still up above to guide me, It's not even bad not to believe from our elders that there is still up above who is watching all our deeds.

Well, if you ask me if angels are real? a big YES! angels are everywhere I tell you. It doesn't need proofs or evidences just to believe. If you knew the answer in your heart. There are angels! Your guardian angel is there at your side. Keeping you safe from harm, diseases, temptation or disasters. Just be silent, call them from your heart and there presence is still there even if you can't see them.


Fallen angels? I remember back the movie where Nicholas Cage is one of the casts entitled "City of Angels", its a movie where a guardian angel (Nicholas Cage) always guides a girl surgeon(Meg Ryan). Almost all of her major surgery were successful because of her guardian angel then eventually this guardian angel fell in love with the surgeon even if she is engaged. But then, the guardian angel finds a way to be human to love the surgeon mortally. Then, the guardian angel met a patient that is a guardian angel before. He told him how he became human by surrendering his immortality and when he became human he finds this surgeon and confessed that he is the angel behind those successful surgeries. Unfortunately, the surgeon died but then the angel experiences mortal body and felt happy. In this movie, the patient where the angel met told him that 90% of the world's population are fallen angels. Where angels surrender their divine being and became man because they fell in love with their masters. Well, maybe I could say that I partially believe in this. hehehe! That's why, I ain't have a boy friend yet.

Angels? yeah, maybe real maybe not. Well it's for you to find out!

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Beef stew for the soul: Officially Missing You

Yeah ryt! I'm vain. hahaha

ok ok! I miss him. Can you not let your feelings over you? OMG! NO!!

Our relationship with my boyfriend is so so hard. Really hard! LDR! That's the term! As in LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. Quite easy to say you can last, but tell me? How far?

I can say that on the long run, its pretty obvious it not working anymore. But i tell you, we can survive this relationship. We're both born on August, we're Leos. Leos are born loyal. We know the feeling of being broken and left. So it's hard for us to see who's first to say we've cheat!

Secondly, we can survive this kind of relationship by use of our own cellphones. Prepaid load is a problem though but I know we're strong enough to say that we can last by not stopping our communication.

And lastly, We love each other so much. I meet his parents, his brother and cousin. I know thats an assurance.

Well, I think im just having my personal drama here again. Nothing to say much.

Just missing him.

"Loving you though miles away"

Femme? Inlove? Demre?

Virgin? Wild? Nympho?

I wasn't suppose to tell you this.

I'm confuse on my behavior 

And I'm sure of this.

My amour is far away

I can't endure the feeling of my affair

Loving him in thousand ways

Distance can't turn us away

When the night is blue

And the sky is light

Thinking him since mid twilight

When will we feel the caress blown

Patronizing your tender lips like a sweet nectar

Smelling your flesh like a new baked suelo

Your essence

Your smile

The sparkle in your eyes

The sorrows behind each glance

The tenderness of each caress

The tempting steno of desire

Choosing him with every effect

Unconditionally, moving here on earth

Though living in warfreak dimension

Missing him a million times

Still killing this one-night lullabies

One word is enough?

Is it harsh to curse the light?

That flowsevery now and then

Remembering the succulent delight

Kissing him divine

Whispering me good night

Tapping my tits sweet byes

Adoring a cave of nice ties

Enduring the dawn with bitter tears

Staying up late having deep cries

Tickling myself to ease the pain

Do I need a sweet cane for the rain?

The weather is hot,

Sometimes cold

Rainy nor sunny

I don't know

When will my love

Will come back

The time is passing

The doors will soon locked.

"The Last Ink"

Never thought he’s the ONE.

Never expected that his my LIFE.

Never thought Life’s so unfair to condemn me.

Don’t even think that season’s will change.

Is it just?

Obligatory?

Is it a conduct?

Defining the sequence is never easy

So why decode it?

Are you a God?

A mythical creature?

Why give love a name?

Soft brooks,

Hard meadows,

Short gasps

Long cuts,

Desiring heart's ignition,

Future escapades

Hot tempered 

Ill lungs

Colored dreams

White reflection

Black souls

Infinite meaning

Hollow tongues

Brittle tips

Knuckled ear lobes

Sweet lips

Do we need a bed to define it?

Is it fair to justify love beat?

Or break my kiss to abandon it

Love me

Hate me

I am not a fool.