Jesus Calling: A bible series, Day 201/365

 

Good morning Lord!

Thank you for the great weekend I had. Last Saturday, I had an amazing 12km run and it felt hard, I wore a fitted shoe and the back of my lower right leg sore but overall I had a good run. The weather was amazing. Not too hot nor cold just a cloudy morning with a bit of sunshine and it was perfect. Also yesterday, I joined my cousin, Madel and went to his brother's house in Aylesbury and the place was so nice. Not too crowded, an exclusive estate away from the busy city life in London. Their house was pleasant and lovely. Kelly, my other nephew is already a big boy and very cheery. But he's not that warm and welcome yet to me as I was just introduced and not fairly close to him so I know it takes time for him to accept me but he's so lovely, full of energy and lively but he's temper is so short hahaha. He doesn't want to be laughed or teased. I know he's just a baby still a toddler and he'll grow up soon and understand things more mature. We had Filipino pork style barbecue, grilled milkfish, I also made some ensalada (which is a combination of tomatoes, cucumber, red onion, half ripen mangoes and they added grilled eggplant. It was so colourful and tasty, so healthy and the best pair for the grilled meats. It was so fun as we also sang as Filipino gathering is not complete without KTV with singing and dancing. It was a happy and fun Sunday. Catching up with my immediate family members and eating together our staple Filipino comfort foods. It really felt home. 

Meantime, when my cousin, Michael called his parents while we were eating, I just noticed my aunt, Mary Ann who didn't even said hi or hello to Kuya Mark, Yui's dad. It really hurt me, I felt bad and sorry for him. I just realised that until now, my aunt wouldn't accept Mark and their relationship which is really bad for Ate Madel's mental health which is true. Imagine your own mother would not even dare to ask how you were doing or how they were settling in. Nothing. It was so ruthless, heartless mother!!! Today, my cousin just left a message to me saying that it's just now, today that it was finally sucked in her thoughts and mind. That her own mother was cruel and mean. I just gave her a real life advice that no matter what happen, the Lord is not sleeping. He is listening, he knows everything, every heartache, every tear, everything. She is not alone. I also told her that we are thankful that we are not living in our own parents anymore and we are lucky we are already here living our life. Cherishing our life. She already has her own family which I know that she is a good mum, she does everything for Yui, her daughter and her happiness is now. The present. We are the generation that will stop the cycle. Making sure history will not repeat itself. We will make sure our children are loved, understood and feel home. Not abandoned, not judged, not left or forsaken. Just pure and unconditional love. We will make sure our children are free to choose who they want to love and be with for the rest of their lives. We will make sure our children are treated right, not feeling insecure with their siblings, no favourites. 

Today is a very beautiful verse from Matthew. This verse forms the conclusion to Jesus' metaphor in the Sermon on the Mount, contrasting the demanding path of righteousness with the easier road that leads to destruction. 

''Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way..'' The path to salvation and true life in God's kingdom requires intentionality, discipline and adherence to Christ's teachings, which often go against natural human desires and cultural norms.

''which leads to life'' the difficult journey has a supremely rewarding destination: eternal life and communion with God.

''and there are few who find it'' Jesus acknowledges that because the path is rigorous, the majority of people will opt for the seemingly easier, wider road that ultimately leads to ruin. 

Lord, I pray that you will always keep us safe, keep us away from harm, evil, bad vibes and temptation. Protect my family, my close family and friends even my immediate family members here in The UK. Please provide us with support, love and care always and we lift to you all our worries and pain. May you turn them into blessings and thank you for providing us an unconditional love always. We love you and we give everything to you in your most highest name. 

Amen.

Jesus Calling: A bible series, Day 198/365

 

Good morning Lord,

Thank God it's Friday again. I felt so energized today because I woke up and run for a short 5km and I never felt so energized and boosted today. The sun is shining bright, no sunscreen, no filter just pure sunshine. It was a little breezy and cold but it was bright and sunny. The fresh air was whipping in my face, no pace pressure just an easy 5km inside a 30-minute workout. I felt so amazed and grateful, it was actually my first time to do a workout in the morning before work, it was so fulfilling. I felt proud. Tomorrow, it's weekend, it's Saturday so meaning we're going to do a long run. I am currently thinking if I will do a 12km run just like last weekend or a half mary(21km). I am still undecided but one thing is for sure I am committed. 

The air conditioner is pretty cold in the office. Always a 23 degrees and it's pretty cold actually. I forgot to get a cardigan, next time I'll bring a cozy one which I can wear and leave for office. It was pretty amazing that it will a few days before my 1st month with the company. It felt unreal. But, there are so much I need to learn and do as I am looking forward to my training at Canada these coming weeks. I just wished that the visa has an expedite option so I can see a decision quickly. As the days go by, our holiday is coming too soon. I am also looking forward going to Cornwall, the beach side, specifically in St. Ives. So today I have a moment, I will do some sample itineraries on where to eat and things to do in St. Ives. 

Today's verse is one of my favourite verses in regards in finding strength with God. It serves as a powerful reminder that in times of chaos, distress, or uncertainty, God provides a safe sanctuary, the power to endure, and immediate assistance.

Refuge. A safe hiding place or shelter where you can run for protection from life's storms.

Strength. The divine power and endurance provided to you when your own physical or emotional strength is depleted. 

Ever-present help. The promise that God is not distant or unreachable, but immediately available right when you face hardships.

Because of this constant protection, the psalm often continues in verse two to state, ''Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea.'' 

God bless us all!

Jesus calling: A bible series, Day 197/365

 

Good afternoon Lord,

Thank you for this wonderful day! I was a little upset from yesterday's semi -finals when England didn't make it to the grand finals. Everyone was looping in the game and cheering England unluckily Argentina won so I can't complain. 

Midday, Paul was a little fussy about my trip to Canada again. He is insisting I was making it up not having any clue how long my training for. He was insisting that I am making it up. I ignored him for a few hours until he got calm and message me back with calm tone. Like obviously I don't know. I don't have any clue. I just want my Canadian visa approved so everyone can plan accordingly. And that's what really matters. I need this done and about just before our upcoming holiday on the 24th of August. I mean, everyone is so happy for me to travel on the side but work mainly is the purpose. I can't blame Paul honestly but you see I am quite excited and nervous on the side. But I honestly really want this to be done. And that's what I am focusing right now. Because we have a lot of pending opportunities to be done because I can't function fully, everything was passed from one to the other. I am literally confused between Contracts admin and Sales admin. And I really need to find the answers on these questions cos I don't know if what part of the team I need to assist for. 

Anyway, today is a beautiful verse from the book of Ephesians. It talks about hope and power. Verse 18 asks that your heart may see the light to know the hope of God's call and his rich reward. It also tells believers to pray and stay alert with the fully hard work for all saints. 

Honestly, these past few days I don't recall praying the rosary at night. I think it's too hot, is it humid? It's a little bit crazy to think my hormones are activating again and my mood swings are worse. Really worse I notice. Maybe because my period is arriving? Or just because my husband is annoying? I don't know. I'm confused between the two. I felt so mad always and hot-tempered. Guilty thoughts are always at the end of each rage.

One good side of yesterday, I had my first ever manicure with gel polish And I honestly like it. It's my first time to have French nails on my natural nails and it was so quick. Didn't even realise that the technician is a guy who was very pro and steady. The French nails were so perfect. I loved it. One thing is that they don't apply nail oil that's it but for the price? What!? I thought it's just £27 online why did they charge me £32? but I gave them £35 hahaha. Fair enough. That's fine. It made my day, no regrets just obsess.

God bless us all!

Jesus Calling: A bible Series, Day 196/365

 

Thank you Lord! I felt so relieved now that I went all the way to London at Liverpool Street and went to Canadian embassy, I submitted my biometrics and it's all for visa decision now. Like bro?! All by myself! It was so huge, the underground is so crazy. I also tapped twice so shame to me. Now I know next time what lines I need to follow. I felt so proud of myself. I went out of the house at 7.45am then I made it to the centre at 9:05am? So not bad. I hope next time when submitting and collecting my passport, it should be all in courier because when I came back I felt so dizzy, and hungry and thirsty. I am not very sure if my lenses are starting to get high or my vision is really that blurred. Anyway, it was a success. I managed to come back to the office at almost 12noon so not bad. The rush hour is crazy and I can't imagine people commuting everyday. I am very lucky to be living near to my workplace. Also, the temperature is not that hot cos I know that it is just early morning and it's cloudy so the temperature is not that hot. 

Last Saturday, I had a good 12km run. I started as early as 5am cos i the temperature is very hot even during at 7am when I finished my run. The next day before I went to church, I did a short run for 5km and I was so silly to press outdoor walk instead of run so in total I just ran for 4km and a walk for 1km. That was so funny. Anyway, i felt energized in the morning after the short run. That run was not too bad. So I'll try to ran again tomorrow before heading to work for a short 5km until I hit my target for a sub-30. 

This week, I met 2 VPs from the US which are all amazing as well. They are very kind an dedicated hardworking people. Both of them, I booked their taxis from the airport which I felt proud of myself because I used my skills and connections to book their taxis. Also yesterday, I helped Matt to book a table for their lunch today at Browns and they were delighted.

Today, we have a beautiful verse from Revelation which bridges the suffering of the Great Tribulation with the eternal reward of the saints. It marks a dramatic shift from earthly persecution to heavenly proximity, protection and purpose. Historically, people view this passage as the ultimate message of consolation for suffering believers. It reminds the reader that no matter how severe temporal trials become they are insignificant compared to the future glory: an eternity of intimate access to God, free from pain, fully protected by His presence.

God bless us all!

Jesus calling: A bible series, Day 191/365

 

Good Afternoon Lord,

I am extremely happy today because you know what? My corporate credit card came and it's my first time to receive it in my whole career and it is such a privilege! And guess what? My credit card limit is $10,000! It is actually less when you convert it in British pounds but still I can say it's mine. My name, my account, my privilege. 

Another thing is, it's Friday today so TGIF! My favourite time of the week. I am planning to do my long run this weekend. Probably early 5:00 tomorrow so I can finish early and do household chores tomorrow. It's still going to be hot and warm until Sunday and the following days so Paul and I decided to buy an air-conditioner but unfortunately it ran out of stock hahaha! I told him couple of weeks ago as the summer is still long, we just entered July. August, I am guessing it's going to be hotter. 4 fans is not working at all. It literally just circulating and blowing hot air. So yeah, we have decided. 

Also, Ben, our Managing Director asked us about our UPS and DOWNS, so I asked Matt what does it mean so yeah literally he's asking everyone to write their good times and bad times? I am actually looking it professionally but it is quite simple hahaha!

Anyway, I want to share what I submitted to Ben regarding my UPS and Downs. 

Ups 👍

• I have enjoyed getting to know my colleagues across different departments and learning how Agilysys operates globally.
• During my first two weeks, I took the time to organize and tidy up my workspace. Having a clean and well-organized environment has helped me feel more at ease, relaxed, and calm, allowing me to settle into my new role comfortably.
• I successfully completed my onboarding tasks and became familiar with the company's systems, processes, and policies.
• I received my corporate credit card and have been learning the travel and expense procedures.
• I have taken ownership of several administrative responsibilities, including coordinating travel, hotel bookings, taxi arrangements, and supporting visitors to the Windsor office.
• Preparing for my upcoming training in Markham, Canada has been exciting, and I appreciate the opportunity to further develop my knowledge and skills.
• I have felt welcomed and supported by my manager and colleagues, which has helped me settle into my role quickly and build confidence in my position.

Downs / Challenges 👎

• As with any new role, there has been a steep learning curve while understanding Agilysys systems, terminology, and internal processes.
• Managing multiple new tasks and requests at the same time has required careful prioritization and organization.
• Navigating travel arrangements, expense procedures, and visa requirements for my upcoming training has involved a lot of new information and documentation.
• Learning who the appropriate contacts are for different requests across the business has taken some time.
• Balancing day-to-day responsibilities while absorbing a large amount of new information has occasionally felt overwhelming, but it is becoming easier as I gain experience.

Jesus Calling: A bible series, Day 190/365

 

Good morning Lord,

I woke up so guilty today. Full of guilt and shame as I am in my luteal phase again. My hormones are freaking so active and moody again. I asked my self why I always been like this every phase of the month. There was a time that I was sweet and clingy and flirty sometimes but most of the time I am moody and annoyed and irritated. Yesterday after my 30-minute workout, I was annoyed and talked back random things to Paul which at the end of day, it broke my heart. I was in rage, I was irritated. I felt different as if I am not the Benaliza from yesterday. It felt crazy and stupid. So this morning right after Paul said good morning, I made amends and asked him to buy our train tickets on our upcoming holiday. Of course I apologised from last night. I was being silly and stupid. I don't know why I did that and I was feeling independent and b*tchy.

Overall, we are fine now and I am quite relieved. 

Yesterday I receive my parcel from Vinted which I bought a cute shirt that only costs me £2 plus shipping and I was a little stupid cos I did not wash it and it smelled so bad. Lol! It was my first time to smell a body odour from a pre-loved shirt like bro? Why did they not wash it first before selling them. In my first time of my life, I now felt how to have body odour from people hahaha. Honestly it's so bad. And how does a real person with body odour don't smell themselves? Hahaha! You can actually smell yourself! Or am I the only one who can do that? Smell yourself? hahaha! Crazy!

Anyway, the verse today emphasizes that the Christian life is an ongoing struggle requiring vigilance, effort, and perseverance. This ''fight'' is not against people but against sin, doubt, and spiritual distractions, and it is considered ''good'' because it centers on truth, holiness and the glory of God.

God bless us all!

Jesus Calling: A bible series, 187/365

 

Good day Lord,

I felt so energized today even if I didn’t go for a run last weekend. I had a sudden guilt not running and quite fussy. Paul said that it was okay but I felt a little anxious. I did a home workout though so just to overcome the guilt I did a few strength lifting and to mention my 2-km walk going to church and back home was an addition. Last Friday after work, Paul and I had an opportunity to go out and have some few drinks in one of the local bars in Datchet so I blamed him for not getting up on Saturday morning. Hahaha! But overall, we had an opportunity good night. We were both off last Saturday, I went to Slough and grab a few groceries and I was pretty calm and sweet last Saturday to be honest. Yesterday after church, I did laundry and the new fab conditioner that I bought smelled so divine. I cleaned the house all day after I had a quick call from my mum. I was a lil bit tired but satisfies because I cleaned the house which is fulfilling and satisfying in my part. I love making the house tidy and neat as the saying goes, ‘Cleanliness is next to Godliness’ which is true and correct. 

Today, Monday, 9am weekly catch up. Fair enough to ask me how was my week and how do I get along my work and colleagues. 10am, I had a call from Dan, our HR Director and we had a catch up regarding how was I settling in. I said I was ok, it was overwhelming, too many information to absorb and I am quite lucky to be with professional people and supporting people at my back. There are so many things to do and learn and I strive to do it one step at a time. So one thing I need to do is do my Canadian visa for my upcoming training so I can thrive better and do fulfill my duties as an office/sales administrator. 

I am very excited about it aside from that I can travel on the part of the world. 

This is all because of you Lord. It opened to so many opportunities because of your gifts. 

Today’s verse conveys that showing generosity and compassion to those in need is viewed by god as giving a loan to Him. It highlights that acts of charity are not merely social obligations, but hold spiritual significance. In return, God promises to repay or reward the individual for their deeds.

Jesus Calling: A bible series, Day 184/365

 

Good morning Lord, Thank God it’s Friday indeed!

Two weeks with my new work is so relieving. It was so quick. I am always grateful for the opportunity and for the blessings.

Yesterday, I attended the sales meeting with the Europe team and OMG! Literally OMG! I can’t believe it, it’s really big! I finally met the people working from all territories across the UK and Europe. I was seated all day with people working with all the sales and figures. The marketing, lead generation and pledges was crazy. But to be honest, it’s all almost the same when we do area meetings when I was still in the bank. Almost the same. The same strategies, the same commitment, the same quota. I am so lucky I am not in that position to look for prospects/leads and clients. Purely office/sales administration. I am working independently without rubbing shoulders with anyone or with a strict boss inside the office. NONE! Thank you Lord! I am so done with that kind of environment. 

Today, my managing director and sales director are not here in the office. They’re probably meeting customers and busy with meetings. I am all by myself, my the IT guys from India inside the office. Josley, one of the IT head support is going to the same church as me. I saw him last Sunday at church, I never thought he is a Christian because he’s Indian but his name sounds so Spanish. 

Jacqueline, one of the Senior Sales Manager, who is Scottish came to the meeting yesterday and she’s literally like a barbie doll. All dolled-up and so pink. I love her vibe, her alpha-woman attitude. And she brought some Scottish biscuits which were so tasty and delicious. I also booked her a taxi going to terminal 5 yesterday. I am so lucky to get contacts with Five star taxis. And she promised to catch up again soon once she’s back. 

Today, we have a beautiful verse from the book of Hebrews. This verse instructs believers to “make every effort to live in peace with everyone and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord”. This verse commands a dual pursuit: actively seeking harmonious relationships with others while maintaining strict personal purity and devotion to God.

Making every effort. In Greek, this means to run swiftly after, pursue intensely, or chase with urgency. It requires deliberate, continuous energy. 

Live in peace with everyone. Believers must actively resolve conflict and foster harmony, extending even to non-believers and hostile outsiders.

Be holy. This refers to sanctification. It means being set apart from sin and dedicated entirely to God’s values and purposes. 

See the Lord. This means experiencing intimate fellowship to God, both in this present life and ultimately in eternity.

This verse serves as a vital safeguard when someone is facing an intense social isolation, financial loss, and temptation to abandon their faith in this high-pressure environment. 

God bless us all.

Jesus calling: A bible series, Day 182/365

 

Good morning Lord,

Today, I am happy. My current work credited me my first salary just by coming in for few days. A thousand quid!!! Wow! Thank you Lord! I am so grateful to be honest because I never know which day will my former work credited me my last salary. And I’m broke now! Surviving on this expensive country is triumph. With so many bills, inflation, transportation. I would never save enough for myself. Good thing, Monzo, my other bank provider offers a day to day savings which luckily I already earned almost 600 quid. I am relieved. 

Last night, Paul and I had an argument. Regarding to my training in Canada. Honestly, he doesn’t want me to go because he misunderstood and he is worrying too much. Like, he thinks I’ll be staying there and never come back here in the UK, which is impossible because it is all just a training. Equipping me to do all my task as an office/sales administrator. Nothing to do in migrating there. And that is why, Ben, my managing director is instructing me to do my visa which is only a visitor visa and nothing else. I mean, yes, I totally understand how he feels but it’s just a training. He’s worried. And I want to make sure and guarantee that it’s going to be fine. I have no plans moving there. Here is my home. My husband is here and that role is for Windsor. Things like this make him vent and sometimes terrible. He always worry, which is totally normal since I will be going all alone. I don’t have the details yet like how long and when is the itinerary but Ben already asked me to process my visa and see what requirements do they need to provide. 

I like traveling, I admit that. Yes, I want to do the training overseas. But am I selfish? Do I not see and think about Paul? Or vice versa? Before we slept last night, we hugged and apologized to each other. He was relieved, I am also relieved. 

Today, Paul was calm. I came to work with peace of mind. I prayed last night, no terrible things will happen as God will be on our side always.

This verse today is a foundation call to spiritual growth, urging believers to reject worldly cultural pressures and instead allow God to change our thinking from the inside out. Chapter 12 from the book of Romans marks a major transition into practical application. This verse serves as the instruction manual for verse 1: if you want to offer your life as a “living sacrifice” to God, you must start by changing how you think.

God bless us all!

Jesus Calling: A bible series, Day 180/360

 

Hello Lord, today is my 2nd week! My weekend was so amazing. I did a 16.6km run last Saturday. I wasn't really planning to run that long, just a normal 10km but I was thrilled to see what's on the end of Long walk and I was amazed. There stood the Copper horse with King George. And the path going to the Great Windsor Park was so breath-taking. It was like a scene from Discovery channel, the Safari. Amazing view to be honest. I didn't feel my feet soar, I was sweating so hard. I applied my sun screen but I got tanned naturally. Golden brown. I love the wind blowing against my sweaty face and body. I felt the strength and power while I was running. I just rushed home because I was starting to feel extremely thirsty. I didn't realized that I didn’t get anything to eat. When I got home, it was extremely hot inside the house. I elevated my feet and had a post-running stretch. My hair and body was so sweaty, I rested for a few minutes before having a cold shower. I made breakfast and did the laundry while Paul prepares to head out and get his haircut. 

During the afternoon last Saturday, we went to do a private tour at the newly opened gym in Datchet called VYBE. Then, we head to the riverside after we bought some açaí bowl from Acai club. The flavor was fine, not really impressed to be honest. The riverside view was so calming with ducks swam around and boats parked on the side. The wind rushed to our faces as a nice way to get fresh air from the terrible heatwave here in the UK. Fortunately, this week the temperature is not too bad. A mix of rain and humid air with vibrant sunshine. We need to prepare again for the next week heat wave. It is very terrible, we are planning to get an air-conditioner though but wish us luck. 

Today’s verse talks about a powerful declaration of trust, surrender, and God’s protection in the face of anxiety or adversity. Peace over anxiety. The psalmist, King David, wrote this while facing intense personal trials and opposition. Despite the stress, he could res soundly because he surrendered his worries to God. 

True safety. The verse emphasizes that security doesn’t come from human strength or external circumstances, but from God alone.

Releasing control. Going to sleep requires us to stop striving. This verse acts as reminder that God is ultimately in control, allowing the believer to let go of the day’s burdens.

Many people meditate on this verse to overcome insomnia, panic, or nighttime fears. It serves as a comforting reminder that we are secure in God’s care, no matter what difficulties the next day brings.

God bless us all!

Jesus calling: A bible series, Day 177/365

 

Thank God it's Friday!

My first week in my new work is so amazing. Ben, my managing director was so friendly. Matt, the sales director is so friendly and all smiles as well. The team is not that big 95 percent of the time, I am all alone by myself. They really don't mind what I am doing so I am quite fussy sometimes if I look idle or doing nothing. But because my managing director is not always at the office because he lives 3 hours away from here. Even the office is so energy efficient, the lights are motion sensored so we don't need to turn them off after working hours. The little pantry room is so cute as well, almost like an apartment type. I was a bit dissapointed at first because the first lady who I took over didn't even cleaned her desk before she went away. The cupboards too, kitchen cabinets and the storage room too. So the first thing I did this week was to clean my desk, the cupboards, the pantry area and the storage room. Girl! What a relief! My work space is so amazing as well as I am in front of Victoria Barracks! Amazing view from my window. 

Yesterday, Ben asked me if I have travel restrictions because they were planning to conduct a training for me in Canada. So they asked me to apply for one but I there are no dates yet. Hopefully before or after my booked holidays. 

Colossians 3:2 states, "Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth." This verse encourages believers to focus on spiritual matters rather than earthly concerns.  It emphasizes the importance of prioritizing heavenly values in one's life.

Today's verse talks about not being too materialistic and focusing ourselves to what is more grateful. I am actually trying my best to practice this. Buying only what is essential and beneficial in our end. Tomorrow is my off, a weekend reset. Thank you Lord!

God bless us all!

Jesus calling: A bible series, Day 176/365

 

Today is my 4th day of my new work and I am the luckiest! 

My Big bosses are the kindest and the friendliest. My office space is the nicest thing that ever happened to me in my whole career especially here in the UK. It's so quiet in the office especially today that my big bosses are not around and they don't mind me doing nothing so what I did today is I cleaned the pantry cupboards, I descaled the kitchen kettle and I cleaned the coffee maker. I also try to make coffee and to see for myself how it works. They also have a dish washer which is pretty convenient if we have meetings and I need to set up the table and I wash the glasses and mugs. It's very posh. Joshley, the IT guy was friendly as well. DJ, he was the one who did the induction last Monday and he's American from Las Vegas, who decided to stay here in the UK, he is so helpful and friendly too. In our team, I am the only lady, it is not scary though because I am working with professionals and friendly people. 

Luckily, I am blessed and comfortably sitting on my nice chair in an air-conditioned office while outside is scorching heat. UK heatwave is crazy!!! Yesterday, when I went home, I was literally melting. That sweat was a lot I could wring my clothes dripping wet. I had a cold shower and I placed an icepack all over my body. This heat is crazy. I can't wait for next week! But some people were saying we need to enjoy the sun while it lasts, because the sun is UK is not forever. 

Proverbs 16:32 emphasizes that true strength lies in self-control and patience, suggesting that managing one's emotions is more commendable than physical power or conquest.

This verse is so relatable in regards to patience and self-control. I admit to myself that my patience is not that long especially to my husband which he annoys me easily. I always pray to Mother Mary to intercede for me and give me patience all the time because I am easily annoyed and angry. I need to practice self control and anger management. Yes it is true that one's emotions is more commendable. Our emotions are very strong and once we knew we need to lose it, we need to keep in mind that when Elijah was in despair and he had enough. God commanded him to eat and sleep. God takes over our life when we surrender everything to Him. God knows better than we do so do what God says. Take it easy. Life is for us to cherish, not to be in despair. 

Today, is a beautiful reminder for me to take it easy. Because after my trainings, I will be as busy as a bee. But I love being busy. I had cleaned up everything around me so when I start getting busy, I am at peace. 

God bless everyone!

Jesus calling: A bible series, Day 166/365

 

Good morning Lord, thank you for this wonderful day. The first day of being an unemployed. Jobless. 

It was such a wonderful feeling for me honestly but thinking that I have a new job waiting for me and I am starting on Monday. I only have a week to rest, reset and regain my strength. I was so relieved. One week of rest and regaining my eager to be on a different field of work is the most exciting part. Luckily, this week is going to be a lovely week. Slow mornings is my favourite part. Running plans. Making my own breakfast and a deep fresh air. Today is a lazy Monday though. No plans of going out just rest and reset.

Thank you Lord. 

                          

Jesus Calling: A bible series 165/365

 

My last day at work! Wow! 11 months of patience, endurance and perseverance. 

Once upon a time, I was just praying for this job and now I’m leaving. Not because of exhaustion, but because of a new hope. A new opportunity. A new career. A new dream.

God is really doing his promises. His works and miracles. 

This verse is a perfect example of God being our beacon of light and hope. A shield against our endeavors and our strength in all our trials. As Christians,  we need to keep in mind that God has all our backs whenever we feel down, anxious and in doubt. I remember a time when one of my colleagues bullied me in a way, he was shouting at me and pointed all the blame to me. I was in anguish, I cried every night thinking I should leave. I was so desperate to find something else so I can finally leave and not see him anymore. It came to the point that I told the incident to my parents and to my husband. And my husband was annoyed as well, he stalked him and wanted to go to his house and knock him off. To be honest, I don’t want to hurt anyone just because I was told off. I just want to rant and tell what my feelings are. I recall what Jesus told us that we should love our enemies and not to wish them bad things to happen. If someone slap our right cheek, we should let them slap the other side as well. 

I just cried out for help every night. And now, I cried for joy. Praising our Almighty God who gave me a way out. This is it! 

What a wonderful way to praise the Lord and to convert all the negative experiences to a positive outlook where I used all my perseverance and patience as a strength. 

My husband told me multiple times not to go to work and I was annoyed. Really annoyed. Because I kept on telling him that the rota was done. They were expecting me to go in today and now I’m going to call in sick? Faking my own sickness. I am not that kind of person. I still care until the very end. I have my own integrity and it’s final. I am not like others who does not care. What if I just leave and suddenly they will call me and say, I owe them a day because I called in sick? That’s messed up. My husband sometimes doesn’t think the way I think. He relentlessly just like other Brits. Honestly, he’s a bit careless and selfish. I don’t blame him, I blame his parents. 

Anyway, going back to what I was thankful. I had so many lessons I had learned in the hospitality business. I learned how to deal with guests in a more genuine and friendly way. Thanks to Liz who I always look up to on how the way she deals with people, the way she talks, the way she understands and not taking sides. She’s a good person, very kind, she’s so pretty as well and I admire her personality. I hope one day, I will reach the level how she communicates. But thinking she was brought up speaking English since childhood is a plus. I was so lucky to be with her as a coworker, she’s so reliant and responsible, very mindful. It’s very seldom to meet people as such a young age who is very hard working and responsible. I hope one day, we became colleagues again. She made an impact to me, I don’t feel insecure, she boosts me, she really knows what she’s doing and I pray she finds a role that will appreciate her workmanship. I am so lucky to be her colleague on my last shift. She really is a good team player. 

As I was doing my last and final walk around in the hotel, I reminisce my first walk around and it was so tiring because I wore a very flat shoes which I didn’t realize that wearing a good shoes on an 8 hour shift is a must. Finding a good shoes like Skechers is the key. I took my shoes home which my husband bought to me as my birthday gift last year and I used it for 11 months and I just washed them once and it looked still brand new. Thank you Skechers hahahaha!

There were some hotel problems that I solved myself since I was the duty manager today and it was a crazy one. First, one of the guest room’s tv is not working, there is no sound coming and it was funny because I asked ChatGPT and it helped. Second, one of the guest room’s toilet was blocked so I unblocked it myself. Like it was really gross. I couldn’t describe it myself because it i really blocked and I need to use the toilet plunger to unblock it. I was not feeling gross to be honest. I think I got used to it way back home. I was not born rich, I know how to unblock a blocked toilet multiple times when we were still living in our old house in the Philippines. And I was amazed with the plunger here it is so powerful unlike the plunger at home. Hahaha!

As I lay tonight, I felt relieved. Finally, I was done.

Thank you Lord for giving me such a huge patience. The Lord is merciful.

God bless us all!

Jesus Calling: A bible series Day 164/365

 

Glory and praise to the Lord. I am now entering the last few days of my 1st job here in the UK. I am so thrilled to transitioned from a minimum wager to an office girly. I recall the days a year ago when I was still praying to get my first job. I waited for days, weeks and months after the Lord answered my prayers. And now, a new phase is coming and I am so glad, gloriously glorifying the Lord for all His goodness. I was once praying for this and now the Lord gave me a bountiful blessing to my table. 

This verse from Isaiah is a wonderful example of how the Lord will not fail you even in our darkest times. The Lord didn’t fail me from the very first day until my last. His promises will always stay even if you think that you are a failure or you feel afraid. God is always there for us. All we need to do is believe, pray and have faith. Deep waters in ancient times symbolizes deep trouble, and dangerous situations. Yet God promised his people that He will be there at all times.

Tomorrow is my last day at work, I feel relieved. I feel emotional. Mixed emotions. I recall the times that I was so tired from working, covering shifts 8-10 hours. No complaints. Just perseverance. Lord saw all my hardships. Hospitality is not for everyone. I am very lucky that the job did not require me to work graveyard shifts. Just shuffling early-late shift. Also, the additional challenge for me to catch transport, from train to bus. Walking 2-4 kilometers a day. I almost lost 4 kilos of weight naturally because of walking for the whole year. I also recall bearing the pain from my plantar fasciitis which I will not do the same mistake again. Wearing fake trainers with no proper arch support while walking and standing for so long hours. Recalling all those moments for 11 months made me cry for all the goodness of God because I keep on praying for strength and perseverance and He gave me all that without realizing that. I admit that I am not a perfect laborer, I am not a perfect wife,  I keep on complaining but the Lord knows that. Always. I also remember las Lent when I visited St Edward’s church not too far from my work. I once prayed and wrote my intention to the notebook located inside the church and after just a month the Lord answered my prayers. I went back again to the same church and said my thanksgiving to the same notebook I wrote my intentions. The Lord really works in mysterious ways. He never forgets. He’s giving us the best timing. Next week is the Royal Ascot and I am so lucky to be away from the work I used to love. Royal Ascot is a busy week for everyone most especially for hospitality. The hotel is going to be fully booked. Everyone is preparing, but I’m gone. Praise the Lord! It’s. The best timing the Lord is giving me to rest. I love the Lord how He gives us surprises. My prayers were answered. I only have a week to rest before transitioning to my new job. A total reset. I would not think that this is a rest but a professional change. I call it growth. I am not really expecting my colleagues to give me something for my last day. I don’t expect them to give me letters, cards or any gifts for the Lord already gave me a big gift which I am very truly grateful. 

Thank you Lord for all your goodness. Never ending praises and glory to you Lord. 

Celebrate the good news! A new career is coming..

 

Hallelujah ! To God be all the glory and praise!

Last week,I applied a job at Agylisys and I had a virtual initial interview last Monday. On a short notice, I was invited for a face to face interview last Friday after my shift I hurried to their office not far from my current work. The role is an office/sales administrator and I met Ben(the Managing Director) and Matt(the Senior Sales Director) both are in the Windsor, UK office. Both of them were so approachable in person, very warming and friendly and told me that they both were hoteliers back in the day. Honestly the interview was so smooth, relaxed and I never felt so much tension in the room. It was like a friendly chat. 

Today, I received a message from Dan(who the Senior HR Director) telling me that I got the role and discussed about the offer! I was initially offered GBP30,000/annually but he told me over the phone that the offer is GBP38,000 and is not negotiable. Like hello? Do I need to negotiate about that? I was literally making GBP25,000 currently. That offer is not to be turned down. 

Glory and praise to the King! The Lord heard my prayers! I knew it! This role is the best. I remember I had several failed applications and I literally cried about it. I remember I applied a job not too far from home, it’s literally 7 minutes walk away from home. I applied a Virtual personal assistant to Comxo last March and another one is at ArvatoConnect not too long ago. I literally borrowed Liz(my coworker) laptop and I failed the test. There were a lot, so much, I couldn’t count it with my fingers, hundreds of rejections but God gave me this role. Dan, told me there were literally 70 applicants for this role and the last time I went physically for an interview, the building receptionist was telling me, I was the only one who came for an interview and it gave me high hopes. And he was literally correct!

I was talking to my mum a while ago and told her about the good news. I was at the train on my way home and I felt tears on my eyes. I was telling her that this new job is from God. He was preparing me for the best. He knows what’s best and His plans is far more better than mine. All I need to do is pray, believe and trust Him. Challenges like this need faith and patience. I was constantly applying new jobs since November of last year. This new role is a gift. So I need to make new adjustments, perseverance and dedication just like what I did on my first role here in the UK. Just when I am about to leave, nice comments were coming from different booking platforms. I was receiving a lot of good mentions from guests. I totally understand what hospitality now. Being sincere, genuine and understanding to guests. That’s what guests love. And faking smiles! Hahahaha! 

I also thank my current role for this is how I got the new role. I am going to work for a software company for hospitality businesses. I need to have a clear mind, focus and dedication. God will never leave me. May God give me wisdom to broaden my knowledge and learning through these years.

These verse from Isaiah is just a proof that when you always cling to God and trust the Lord, not to your own understanding He will be gracious. He will always provide all your needs. He always knows what’s best for us. He is a living proof that all good things come if you invite goodness and openness. Being kind to yourself. Lifting all your worries to the Lord and be compassionate.

God bless us all.

Celebration of our Second Wedding anniversary

 Praise the Lord for His goodness! That’s already two years! WOW! Amazing! 

                   

 

 

    

We celebrated our second wedding anniversary in a hotel at Reading, UK and we were surprised inside our room. A note in a cake was there when we entered the room, I wanted to thank the staff of Crowne Plaza Reading! It was sweet! And I love red velvet cakes. Reading was amazing,  it was a short stay but a memorable one. We had the time on ourselves away from our busy life working and thriving. 

Paul also gave me a handbag this year. Oh! I loved it! It was a lil bit pricey though but he took the chance to get me one and of course I took the time to choose it myself. Praise the Lord for his goodness!

    

            

Our relationship for the past two years was a rough ride. It’s because we manage to live together finally after a very long time that we were apart. Having the faith to be constant and patient is one of the most difficult challenges I am facing. My anger issues is sometimes arising but I am thankful that Pstr Bong Saquing’s videos preaching that we should love difficult people with unconditional love just like Jesus love us so much without any reason to doubt and believe in us.

The Lord is reminding us every time that He is the center of our relationship. Growing faithfully with him and asking for His guidance to take over our lives and be His bond servants. 

Everyday, I ask the Lord to give us an encounter to be able for us to choose Him over material desires, lust and sin. Asking the Lord to give us wisdom to choose right choices and decisions and be responsible because we are grown adults already. 

I admit that I am a difficult person and I easily get angry and moody at times especially when people don’t meet my expectations. And I am truly sorry for being arrogant and vain sometimes.  I tend to compare myself a lot to other people and be insecure. But God constantly reminding me that I am special and I am unique. Love and patience makes me out-stand to others and also kindness. I always pray to Mother Mary to intercede for me and make me a patient wife, a loving and caring wife just like being a true Christian wife. 

Lord I pray that you always guide and protect our marriage. Be the center of our relationship and never stop listening to our prayers.

The Lord is Risen! Hallelujah!

 

HAPPY EASTER to everyone!

Wow! Lent was over! Let us all celebrate! The Lord has risen! Hallelujah!

Lent taught me a lot! It humbled me so much! My habits changed and my lifestyle as well. Thank you Lord for giving me this space for myself, my family and my career. I realized so much more than what I expected. It also taught me to reflect small things to big things. Deactivating my social media account changed me a lot too. It taught me not to be so self conscious and insecure which it felt so much better. The risen Lord taught us that we must not doubt God’s plans whatever it may cost us. His plans were far more better and bigger than what we could imagine. 

The Lent was a season of silence. Silence in the chaos. Maintaining my inner peace and developing my mental clarity, composure while surrounded by external turmoil, stress and high pressure situations. Lent was so intentional, being silent allowed me for thoughtful action, emotional stability and the preservation of my energy increased especially in reacting impulsively to noise. 

One thing I am constantly developing now is being calm when my husband is home. I don’t know why I am always annoyed, irritated, and agitated when he’s around. There are times that I love being with him but most of the time I am annoyed and irritated. I need to break down all my issues and analyze deeply why is he causing me annoyance. Anyway, I am so grateful that we are celebrating Easter. 

Today is the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad! The Lord was risen! He won the battle! Easter for me is the most important event in Christian life because it is the only proof that Jesus won! He overcame death, he descended from hell and now he is alive! Blessed are those who didn’t  see Him but believes! 

Verse today is one of God’s promises that he is accessible, present and attentive to those who seek Him sincerely, rather than through empty ritual. It emphasizes a personal relationship with a near God, requiring heartfelt, honest prayer rather than just spoken words.

This verse is used as encouragement for moments when one feels abandoned, ensuring God is listening even in dark times. It is commonly used as a reminder to approach God with honesty and sincerity, ensuring that worship is in spirit and in truth. Just when I remember and recalling that my own father owes me money and as I mentioned from my previous blog that he is unfair and doesn’t even care about me, he only sees me as an ‘ATM’, a ‘wallet’ or a ‘Financial aid’. My own biological father whom I care always, owed me ‘gamble money’. I didn’t even asked if he won or just emptied his pocket for a bet. God is the only JUST FATHER. God sees my pain, and hidden anger towards my dad. God only knows. And yes! He listens. God is not blind nor ignorant. He knows everything. As if He’s always telling me that I shouldn’t be angry, I don’t have any right to be mad. I should obey. Like why???? Why Lord!???

But this verse reminds me that God’s everlasting kingdom and caring nature. We can pray, cry out, seek, worship,  and invoke. God is accessible, intimate, close and attentive. We just need to approach God with honesty and sincerity. Speak from our hearts about our actual needs, rather than focusing on long, formal or shallow prayers. To Him, everything is just, fair and mutual.

God is merciful, slow to anger and full of steadfast love. We just need to approach him in whole humility and faith, rather than hypocrisy or vain repetition. 

God is love. Our true Father, even our own biological father is not perfect, God is the only perfect Father. Be always mindful about that. He always knows whats best for His children.

Easter is not about bunnies, eggs or sweets. Easter is about the Lord’s passion. A celebration of His love, his mission and his sacrifice. 

God bless us all!

Lenten series: Fixing our eyes On Jesus..(Holy Wednesday)

 

Greetings! Happy April fool’s day! Wow! March was finally over! This was the longest month of the year! 

It’s a new month! New opportunities hopefully(crossing our fingers) and yes! It’s Holy Wednesday, my second holiday this week. It was cloudy today. I woke up sore again, my cat woke me up being silly and naughty. Knocked things in my bedroom, she is literally telling me to feed her. Come on! I have not run this morning, I felt like it’s so cold and breezy. The sun is not out there. Gloomy, cloudy, blurry and looks sad. 

I made pancakes from scratch and I will post the recipe to my next post. It was incredible, fluffy and gluten free pancakes. I love it! I also decided to put some cloves to my favourite drinks because my mum told me it helps thicken your hair and prevent gray hair from coming out. Hope me good luck, I will post a review once I notice an improvement. 

Yesterday, I ditched some of Paul’s clothes and placed all his suitcases in the attic. It is ready to be donated. I also did a 30 minute dance workout and it felt so amazing, I sweat it all out, I felt my calories did burned a lot. I made a celery, carrot and a half lemon smoothie and it was so sour! I wished I didn’t put all the lemon in. Hahaha! I also made fusili bolognese pasta for Paul last night, I decided not to put ready made bolognese sauce but just chopped tomatoes and herbs to reveal its true natural flavour. And I’m right! Paul loved it. I will also post a separate blog about the recipe, though I overcooked the pasta. Hahaha!

Today my dear friends, we have a wonderful verse from the book of Hebrews instructing believers to maintain unwavering focus on Jesus as the ultimate example of faith, strength, and endurance. It highlights Jesus as the founder and completer of our spiritual journey, who endured the shame of cross for future joy, now seated in glory.

Fixing our eyes means intentionally turning away from distraction, sin and wordly burdens to focus on Christ. Last February, Ash Wednesday, I decided to shut temporarily my social media accounts as a sacrifice and to focus my attention to Jesus this Lent. Ash Wednesday is the beginning of Lent where we believers exercise our faith like fasting, turning away from things that pleasures you like drinking, smoking, excessive eating, shopping, entertainment and even sexual intimacy. This practices is like similar to the tradition of our muslim friends but in a more meaningful and devoted intentions. I also noticed that few of my muslim coworkers were fasting from sunrise to sunset but after sunset they start to smoke or eat sweets/desserts, excessive eating also sexual intimacy with their partners. These are forms of pleasures that entice us to sin and commit distractions. Fixing our eyes to Jesus means committing ourselves to be holy and righteous. Following his ways, surrendering everything to the Lord. Sacrificing our own material desires to become followers of Christ. And that is what I am trying to do. I commit myself not eating meat this week, because that is pleasure. Which this holy week means that we need to practice divinity and simplicity, humbleness and perseverance just like Christ obeying His Father.

Jesus is also the author and perfecter or the finisher. He is both the source of our salvation and the one that matures our faith, carrying it to completion. He also did not focus on pain of the cross but on the joy of redeeming humanity and his subsequent glorification. Jesus “sitting at the right hand of God” indicates His work of redemption is finished and he holds supreme authority. 

I can site some few examples on how to apply this beautiful verse in our daily lives. One example is which  is drawing on Jesus’ example to endure personal hardships or temptation without giving up, focusing on faith rather than earthly distractions like social media which is one of the biggest distractions nowadays, wealth like working too hard and not taking day offs, and peer pressure.

Overcoming shame is one of the biggest challenges today. Ignoring social embarrassment or ridicule that may come from living a devoted Christian life. Browsing content over Instagram, YouTube, TikTok even Facebook these are the biggest social media platforms nowadays. You can see explicit contents even verbally or physically abusing person which they think is funny. The more funny it may seem, the more views and paid ads they receive which is pretty sad. Commoners who don’t use social media a lot will never understand their content. Living here in the UK, one thing I’ve noticed is that there are a lot of people who don’t use social media. People go to parks, read books even on Trains and bus, there are a lot of people who don’t value followers or even views on what you post or do on social media. My husband,  Paul was one of them, he doesn’t care about what you achieve and post it somewhere to social media, update what you been up to to people and post videos or pictures on your stories that will eventually disappear after 24 hours. It’s silly but it’s true. I was one of those people who got influences a lot of social media before I came here in the UK. My life was connected to social media. I browse a lot of different random things, spent hours watching useless short clips. I even attempted to do my own content which I gave up already. Because I am too weak to handle criticisms and negative feedbacks. This period of my life where I disconnected and deactivated for a while took me a pause to everything. My sleep improved, I don’t need to spend hours browsing useless videos to sleep ad ruin my cycle. Also I had peace of mind not thinking about people to impress and stalk to other people’s lives. I am happy. I started to open my blog and write again, I had more time for myself. I started running to breathe and start my running era again. I am starting to live with a purpose now. Not because I want to post something to my social media account which I will start to activate it again but I want to make a change. I want to post with a purpose, to inspire everyone and to influence them with a cause. That is my mission. I want to be an inspiration to everyone that we can defeat earthly pleasures, use social media as a platform of faith and cause. That is suppose social media should do. I am trying to love myself back. Spending my time on things that focuses my deeper connection with God and my faith.

Life is short and yes everyone knows it. Sometimes it’s a race. Sometimes it’s like a wheel. Life is life a box of chocolate from one of my favourite films, Forrest Gump. You never know what’s inside. So let’s make our life more meaningful, with a purpose and a plan. Life may have a lot of trials and problems, but look at the bigger picture. Jesus is bigger than your problems. He gave you a mission and He needs you to accomplish it. He gave you talents that you should share and aspire people. 

Change begins in you. Your life starts now.

God bless us all!

Lenten Series: The ransom (Holy Tuesday)

 

Greetings! Start of my holiday break! Wew! 

I woke up early this morning because our cat, Ruby, licked my eye and was so eager to have her breakfast. I forgot that she is already used eating early in the morning because of my early shifts, before I leave for work, I’m used to feed her as early as 5am. Hahaha! So a while ago, she jumped on me and wanted to be fed. So silly.

After I fed Ruby, I went back to sleep, I felt so drowsy and tired. I woke up with my legs aching and my back hurts. T_T

I woke up finally at around half nine when Paul opened the TV, the volume woke me up. Why does he can’t watch TV with a soft sound? I can’t open my eyes but I can hear the  TV, it annoyed me. I wanted to sleep more. My body felt like I am paralyzed but it’s painful. My mind was not ready to be awake. I’m on a holiday. I got hungry and finally decided to wake up and make some yogurt bowl. Paul is leaving for work. I needed to remind him that he needs to transfer the money he owe me last Saturday when he decided to get a takeaway. He gave me an exact 25GBP. Bro?! That was 25.27GBP !!! He owe me 27p. Anyway, he can’t be asked. That was my budget anyway. I don’t have any plans getting a takeaway this week. Besides, he almost ate all of them, I gave him all. Cos I can’t eat meat this week. Yesterday, I asked Paul to meet his mum this coming Saturday, and we’ll go up to London to have dinner. Like bro?! Why don’t you want to meet your family??? If Philippines is just a few hours away, I would go home like every 3 months. I miss them so much. Not now,  because I still have this little grouch to my dad. I was not even talking to him since Saturday even asking how he was. I know he’s ok. He’s fine with his chickens. He was also trying to call from our group chat and no one answered. My mum is still in Cebu, and my sister didn’t know I have this displeasure towards him and she was the only talking to him regarding the house title processing. My sister is better than me on that matter so she can help him. I just have this little “Don’t care” attitude today. I can’t be asked. 

Sometimes, it feels good to have this accursed attitude. Not being sweet, kind girl. After all, I don’t live at that house anymore. Before the end of the day, I will always feel guilt and trap.

Today my dear friends, we have this beautiful verse from Matthew. A verse declaring how selfless Jesus is. He came as a man here on earth, born to be a man but died as a King. It reminded us that Jesus is truly the son of God, not only the son but only begotten son who died for us and paid all our debts. Like yesterday’s verse, the lamb which is a symbol of purity and sacrifice. Today’s verse talks about that the lamb is not just an offering but a ransom. Ransom for humanity. God’s wrath from the beginning to the Israelites, being rude, always complaining, greedy, creating wars and conflicts, full of sins makes God hate humanity and tempted to destroy earth again. But because God is merciful and loving, always forgiving. He sent his son to deliver us from evil. Jesus was made not only for me but for everyone. All we need to do is accept him and let his love shine all over us. Share it to everyone and remind us that God will always be there for us even at dark times.

Problems and conflicts are always there in human life. We can’t erase that. I remember my mum when I was in high school, we had a conversation about problems coming in our lives. She was provoked when I told her that problems are always there. You can’t erase them. I was trying to say that God sometimes gives us trials because he knows we can overcome it. He never gives a problem we can’t solve. And my mum kicked me, she was so angry at me and shouted, “Kung pwde lang alisin yang problema, erase-in na dapat yan!!!” And she kicked me. I was surprised and told myself that my mum was never an open minded person. Her understanding that God never made problems for us is not broad. 

I want to quote a verse from the bible about problems, it’s from James, “Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.” (V1:2-4)

It’s true my dear friends, I encountered several trials in my life. Not just one, multiple times. Sometimes, it’s repetitive and I did it over repeat mistakes without realizing its lessons. Sometimes, mistakes are all lesson. We will never value life without life’s mistakes. It takes a lot of courage and God’s constant help to overcome trials. 

Also, this verse talks about Humbleness. The son of God did not come to be served. He was not even born in a deluxe hospital with fine robes and linen. He was born in a manger. A manger my dear friends is an open trough or box found in stables or barns, used for holding feed for livestock like horses and cattle. Pharisees and even Kings believed that he will be born King. With a bed made in fine carving, with jewels and embellishments but no. Jesus was born with a humble beginning to remind us that we humans should be humble as his. We don’t have nothing. We are just human, and it is right to serve the Lord with humbleness and righteousness because he is the son of God. It is our duty to serve him and to pay back all the ransom He had sacrificed for us.

I feel sometimes why is life so unfair? Why is it always me that needs to sacrifice and understand things? But I always thank Jesus for he taught me how to sacrifice and be humble. It should be me who cares and understands situations even when everyone doesn’t. Because that is true Christianity. Jesus humbles Himself  so I should be too.

God bless us all!

Lenten series: The Lamb of God (Holy Monday)

 

Greetings! Oh it’s Monday! It’s the first day of the week! Should I be celebrating, grateful or feeling lazy today? I was a little bit excited because after Monday, it’s going to be my 3-day holiday. How I wish it will extend until Easter Monday. Yehey!!! My shift was not that busy but it was fast. It was breezy today. 

After my shift, I went home and changed to my workout clothes. I was decided to do a 10 km this afternoon but it was so breezy, cold and windy. The gust was 27mph! So I just ran a 3km easy run. I went home and did a 25 minute dance workout. Wow! The sweat came down! I am still undecided whether to wake up early morning tomorrow to do a long distance run. I saw the weather forecast, it’s going to be cloudy. Not sure if it’s going to be sunny.

I made my vegetable salad for dinner tonight. Lettuce, tomatoes, red onions, cucumber and crab sticks. Dressing was from a little left over of my french dressing, ground black pepper, greet yogurt and light mayo. Wow! Heaven! It’s so perfect. I ate the whole bowl. I felt so detoxified hahaha. While I baked some pork bell slices with rice and beans for Paul.

Today my dear brothers and sisters, we have a beautiful verse from John declaring that Jesus is the lamb of God. The redeemer, our saviour, the only begotten son whom God sacrificed for all humanity. 

I remember a clip from a series at Amazon it’s called “The Chosen”, back from the old times when you want to offer a burnt sacrifice to God, a clean lamb with no spot or dirt is only accepted as a symbol of purity, forgiveness and redemption. People showing their lambs to Pharisees are slowly and thoroughly checked. If you can’t present a clean lamb, you can’t offer your burnt sacrifice and your sins are never forgiven. And this man from that scene, saw Jesus coming from the crowd. An aura of cleanliness, purity and spotless. Jesus is the “perfect lamb”. 

God’s gift to humanity. His only son, whom he offered and sacrificed. The lamb who’s taking away all our sins. Because we can’t present any perfect lamb as perfect as Jesus. He presented himself. He submitted himself to His Father’s will. No complaints or doubts. He obeyed.

And here we are, dirty. Undeserving to be called sons and daughters. But it is never too late. Following Him, His ways, His laws, all His teachings. All we need to do is accept him. Surrendering everything to Him, be thankful for He paid all our debts. Jesus is the only way through the Father. 

We don’t need any burnt offerings, valuables or treasures to offer. We only need to accept Jesus and testify that he redeemed everything. He redeemed all our sins. He is our saviour, our Messiah. 

Jesus, the perfect lamb of God.

God bless us all!

Lenten Series: King of kings, Lord of lords (Palm Sunday)

 

Greetings! Happy Palm Sunday and Happy British Summer times! Wew! That was a wrap! 

Today I woke up literally so late! OMG! My smart watch did not sync to my phone! I woke up from my colleagues phone calls! That was so embarrassing! Also a big mistake. I should have set up my wake up call from my phone, not on my watch! Hahaha! So funny! So today, the British time goes back 1 hour. And my watch clock did not sync! Wow! Hahaha! I literally threw my watch. Useless! Hahaha. Good thing, I booked a taxi so quick. I arrived 27 minutes late. Hahaha! And when Hani, my colleague told me everyone came in late today. That was hilarious. 

Today is Palm Sunday. We have this beautiful verse from Luke. This verse features the crowd’s joyful acclamation during Jesus’ triumphal entry to Jerusalem. They were all shouting, “Blessed is the King who comes in the name of the Lord”, affirming Jesus’ divine authorization and recognizing him as the promised King from PSALM 118:26.

The phrase, “Peace is the heaven and glory in the highest” echoes the angelic announcement at Jesus’ birth in Luke 2:14, signaling that Jesus’ arrival brings a reconciliation between God and humanity. 

This verse is so powerful and humbling, because it’s like a battlecry. A cry emphasizing the Jesus is the only one and true king. Our messiah. Our saviour. A cry telling everyone that no one will ever hurt us because He will protect us from all enemies. A cry telling everyone that He is the only begotten son that whoever believes Him will not perish but have everlasting life. A cry telling that we only proclaim Him as one true God. 

Also, this Palm Sunday reminds us that we are like the crowd. The same crowd that shouts glory to the highest, but at the same time the same crowd who shouted “CRUCIFY HIM!”. We are like the crowd who denied him. We were one of those crowd that rejected him, and abandoned him. 

It’s the beginning of holy week. This Sunday is the start. Acknowledging him and accepting him is one way how to follow him. Jesus is the only way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through him. Let us try to do our best to follow his ways. 

Some people take this time to book holidays and do enjoyment to themselves. Time is changing now. Well, I can’t blame them that’s why here in the UK, it’s called Easter break. But who are we to judge. But back in the Philippines, people especially average families, attend church activities. I remember we did processions during Good Friday, and do easter vigils. I literally miss home because of this activities. Now, I am trying to fast and not to eat meat this week. Avoiding desserts, sweets, social media, online shopping even intimate moment. These are my ways to honour and glorify the Lord. Because Holy week for me is so special, I exercise it properly because this is my devotion. Jesus is my Lord and my companion.

Have a blessed Palm Sunday to all! And have a meaningful holy week to everyone!