Monday, July 16, 2012

"Loving you though miles away"

Femme? Inlove? Demre?
Virgin? Wild? Nympho?
I wasn't suppose to tell you this.
I'm confuse on my behavior 
And I'm sure of this.

My amour is far away
I can't endure the feeling of my affair
Loving him in thousand ways
Distance can't turn us away

When the night is blue
And the sky is light
Thinking him since mid twilight
When will we feel the caress blown

Patronizing your tender lips like a sweet nectar
Smelling your flesh like a new baked suelo
Your essence
Your smile
The sparkle in your eyes
The sorrows behind each glance
The tenderness of each caress
The tempting steno of desire

Choosing him with every effect
Unconditionally, moving here on earth
Though living in warfreak dimension
Missing him a million times
Still killing this one-night lullabies

One word is enough?
Is it harsh to curse the light?
That flowsevery now and then
Remembering the succulent delight

Kissing him divine
Whispering me good night
Tapping my tits sweet byes
Adoring a cave of nice ties

Enduring the dawn with bitter tears
Staying up late having deep cries
Tickling myself to ease the pain
Do I need a sweet cane for the rain?

The weather is hot,
Sometimes cold
Rainy nor sunny
I don't know

When will my love
Will come back
The time is passing
The doors will soon locked.

Saturday, July 7, 2012

"Beef Stew for the Soul: Prelims"

Ah!! It's really the start of classes! WELCOME 3RD year!! ^^_V

Being an Accountancy major having 3-4 back subjects is really really tough! Well, as a matter in fact, I was supposed to graduate next school year. But because of having back subjects due to failure of some subjects last semesters. I will able to graduate on October 2014. And it is really a shocking news to my parents if they knew that I'll be graduating as an Octoberian. And this isn't happening in our previous family clans. Well, who cares? Besides, being in this course is never easy. Solving problems often, recitations, projects, future thesis and a lot! lot! memorization of the Philippine Laws and articles. Huh! never easy! Who says Accountancy is easy? According to the world statistics and records, Accountancy degree is one among the most difficult courses ever been recorded. Luckily, I must be proud of it cause I passed the first two years of being in this college. Indeed, I took three times one of my accounting subject and it is really a disgrace. My parents never knew that! They just knew that I take it twice! :P

In our university, there are nine colleges/ departments where you can pick one. When I was still a fresh high school grad before, I am really deep seated to think what will be my course to choose. My parents have told me to pursue my childhood dream to be an accountant,and so UNFORTUNATELY, I have chosen this course. Oh yeah! I'm enjoying MOM! DAD! >:( hahaha! a big LOL! :P

I envision my self before to teach students, wearing a black coat and pencil skirt, a cute hair bun, a big glasses wearing on the top of my nose, and a very long stick! with a chalk box and eraser board. haha! can you guess what I suppose to be soon? LOL! Yeah! a TEACHER! :)

Well, look where I am now?

Bringing 900-1000 paged book, a big bag pack, (a geek perhaps)

It is really a big sacrifice in my part, I wasn't able to pick my choice before cause Time has really been so fast to pick the right course, and now my lil sis has been taking Education major in English which suppose to be my chosen course? Damn hell! so unfair! my parents weren't permitted me to take that course while in fact my lil sister gave a damn shit for it? oh c'mon! Let's admit it that my sister is more intellectual in Math than me! and in fact, my favorite subject ever since the world has begun is ENGLISH! ok? chill?! T.T very very disappointing much ! :(

The important thing right now is to do my best and give my part to my parents, be thankful for letting me study in a prestigious school though I am having a hard time analyzing some lessons in school. Cause the truth is, Accounting subject is really hard! *sigh!

I don't really give a damn in this issue. What matters is that I am happy cause two more years, and I'm struck our from this hell school. hahaha!

Ok, let's see what's in our school? hmm? Boys? yes! Girls? yup! Happy? NO!

Actually, our college is the most students in the university, School of Accountancy and Business Management. It was relocated into a new building far away from the city. It has almost 8000 students and faculty,staff members. Our school is a 10 story building, and it looks like a hotel. Located on top of a mountain. And it is like plateau indeed! The school has well facilitated culinary equipments, dining and business halls appropriate for business courses. The school population consists mainly of Accountancy majors, marketing, Business Administration courses like Entrepreneurship, Financial Managements, Business Economics, and the like. And there are also courses appropriated for dining and hotel, travel and tours managements.

Students in the commerce department looks mature than usual according to professors and mentors from the main building. Because, you can normally see students wearing at their corporate attires everyday, and uniform with high heels, hair updo, accessories and make ups,neck ties and leather shoes, skirts, bringing along their brief cases and folders. Typically seen in corporations and more likely in local business areas.

Their is only one thing I regret for being part in the commerce department. The HTM (Hotel and Tourism Management) students. HTM students are very sophisticated in the like. Very elite in the sense that they don't know how to mingle and have ways to make friends with other courses. As if they owe the school, like brats and mean characters in a usual telenovelas in tv. They always look at their best, always in make up, strong fumes and irritating sound of their heels. Staring us like no other tomorrow. Very very awful! Professors and mentors, don't like their aura well indeed, they always make a space on the top to impress themselves. Their faces were colored rainbow like chuckie doll. And they always like to walk on busy corridors with their fuckshit heels! God damn it! They're like bitch ass holes ! I hate them! And I'm irritated by their gazes. An colored blonde hair with skinny jeans and heels, see through blouses! Shit? did the guards on the main gate did not check their outfits before entering the school? This is a Catholic school! While I was suppose to enter the gate, I just wore my tattered jeans, and they insisted me to go home just because I wore a little run through jeans? Where is justice in the society? damn!

I know within, Non-HTM courses are more brilliant ! though we can't walk with heels and skirts. How can they use their "PLEASING PERSONALITY"if they ain't know how to spell "MISSISSIPPI?" HAHA!

P.S: What is beauty if you're brain is empty!

END OF CLASSES, CLASS DISMISSED! :P

"The Last Ink"



Never thought he’s the ONE.
Never expected that his my LIFE.
Never thought Life’s so unfair to condemn me.
Don’t even think that season’s will change.



Is it just?
Obligatory?
Is it a conduct?
Defining the sequence is never easy
So why decode it?
Are you a God?
A mythical creature?
Why give love a name?

Soft brooks,
Hard meadows,
Short gasps
Long cuts,

Desiring heart's ignition,
Future escapades
Hot tempered 
Ill lungs

Colored dreams
White reflection
Black souls
Infinite meaning

Hollow tongues
Brittle tips
Knuckled ear lobes
Sweet lips

Do we need a bed to define it?
Is it fair to justify love beat?
Or break my kiss to abandon it

Love me
Hate me
I am not a fool.



Monday, July 2, 2012

"TAMA" ng mga taong nasa Likod nito.

(mga kaartehan ng mga nobelista't magagaling sa larangan ng panitikan)

EXCERPT Mula sa libro ni BOB ONG

 

STEPHEN KINGmerun Siyang tugtog,vitamin pill at basong tubig o tasa sa tabi nya.











ALEXANDRE DUMAS-Kumakain ng mansanas
















SCHILLER-humihithit ng bulok na mansanas










 


COLETTE-nagkukuto ng pusa














 



WILLA CATHER-nagbabasa ng bible













HART CRANE-nakikipagparty biglang sisibat para humarap sa typewriter; Tumalon sa karagatan at nagsabing "GOODBYE EVERYBODY"












HEMINGWAY-Pagtatasa ng lapis, nakatayong nagsusulat; nagbaril sa ulo














MARK TWAIN-nakahiga














EDITH SIWELL- humihiga muna sa ataul bago magsulat
















GEORGE SAND- nakikipagtalik














VOLTAIRE- likog ng kapareha ang ginagawang mesa














HENRY DAVID THOREAU- nakikipag usap sa mga hayop














LOUISA MAY ALCOTT- kumakanta sa ilalim ng buwan














CHARLES DICKEN- naglalakad ng 3 miles everyday at talong beses humahawak sa ilang bagay para swertehin












HANS CHRISTIAN ANDERSON- kataulang "I AM NOT REALLY DEAD" sa tabi ng kama












SAINT-POL-ROUX- naglagay ng "THE POET IS WORKING" sa labas ng pinto habang natutulog












EDGAR ALLAN POE- nakaitim












EMILY DICKINSON- nakaputi; hindi nagpapakita ng sulat kamay














ALLAN GARGANUS- nakaover all
















JOHN CHEEVER- underwear lang












FOREST MCDONALD- walang saplot










BENJAMIN FRANKLIN- walang damit habang nagsusulat








VICTOR HUGO- nakahubo
















D.H. LAWRENCE- umaakyat ng puno






KIPLING- pinakaitim na tinta ang ginagamit










GERTRUDE STEIN- driver's seat ng kotse nagsusulat ng mga tula






ALDOUS HUXLEY- gumagamit ng ilong sa pagsusulat! (wapak!)








W.H. AUDEN- 25 cups ng tsaa










HONORE DE BALZAC- 50 cups ng coffee!










DJUNA BARNES- itinigil ang alak at sigarilyo; tinanggal lahat ng salamin sa bahay




TOLSTOY- nagyelo sa lamig sa gilid ng tren matapos ipamigay ang lahat ng kayamanan( sa sobrang yaman,di alam kung san ilalagay


ALFRED JARRY-huli nyang kahilingan: TOOTHPICK






SHERWOOD ANDERSON- Nalunok ang toothpick at namatay








TENNESSEE WILLIAMS- nabulunan sa takip ng bote






VIRGINIA WOOLF- nagpakalunod sa ilog matapos punuin ng mga bato ang bulsa niya








SERGEI ESENIN-Nagbigti matapos sumulat ng tula gamit ang dugong nanggaling sa nilaslas na pulso(di nakuntento sa 1 suicide lang)








FAULKNER-Inatake sa puso matapos malaglag sa kabayo






ROBERT E. HOWARD-Nagbaril din para sabayan ang pagpanaw ng comatose na ina








ANNE SEXTON-Idinaan sa carbon monoxide














SETH MORGAN-Nagpatalon ng motorsiklo mula Golden Gate Bridge papuntang San Francisco Bay














SYLVIA PALTH-Nagpasok sa sariling ulo sa oven! sariling ulo! sa oven! perfect 10!









**NOTE: Kids, don't try this at home. Ang gumaya sa mga nabanggit, walang originality. Saka susulatan ang nitso ng "KSP" at "MAMATAY NA SANA!"