Apologetic

It doesn't matter how you discriminate me
It doesn't matter how you told me all the worst words in the world
It doesn't matter how you told me all lies
All I know, it's just a mask.

Nothing else matters, its just a fuckin' lie
You said, you didn't loved me?
You said, you just played me with your games
But you told me, I must not cry at all
But else, I must leave and go.

Maybe its FATE for us to be apart before
It's your decision to leave me and go
I tried so hard to mend this broken heart
But it never healed coz I see you around

You removed me from your list, I added you to my life
You told me to fix out things
Silence conquered my soul
Because all I want to hear from you is to say ''I'm wrong''

It provoked me to stop listening
But you felt the same way too
We're both feeling the dream of lust
But now we realized the absence of morning

Darkness resides within my soul
But suddenly the sun shines upon my wall
Removing the scars on my chest
But I can't remove it without my best

You know my passion is only for you
It never felt spark someone to others
Its awkward to tell that I must go on
Even if leaving is so hard for you to let go

Giving me the strength to love you more
It just proves me that I must stay for more
Trust and loyal can predict me to wait
Leaving me breathless if I can't see you so late

I'm willing to wait for you forevermore
Just tell me to stay I'm pleading for long
I'm happy that you don't resists me no more
I'm loving you holding my last core♥

i love you 28 eternally! :*

Adios Mi Hombre (Farewell My Man)

Di ko alam kung san pupunta ang relasyon na to
Iniwan mo ako na para lang wala sayo
Di ko alam kung bakit kailangan pa nating maghiwalay
Pero nirespeto ko naman mga desisyon mo kasi nga MAHAL KITA!

Ang tanging masasabi ko lang sayo ay "Mag-ingat ka!"
Marahil nagsawa ka na, dahil wala naman talaga akong importansya sayo
Malamang ginawa mo lang akong pangdisplay
Pero di ko inisip yun habang tayo kaso nabulag ako sayo.

Sa totoo lang naman, di ko talaga kayang magpakamatay
Kasi iniisip kita, na alam kong balang araw magkikita tayo
Inisip ko mapapakita ang pagmamahal ko sayo kung patay na ako?
Kaya wag kang magpapaniwala sa mga sinasabi ko sayo na magpapakamatay ako
Dahil ang totoo,drama lang yun! Wag ka lang lumayo

Siguro nga, eto na!
Eto na ang panahon na kailangan putulin na natin ang ugnayan natin sa isa't isa
Masakit pero unti-unti kong tatanggapin.
Malamang, di mo nakita ang tunay na kaligayahan sakin dahil WALA NAMAN AKONG MAPAPAKITA SAYO NA DAPAT IKATUWA MO.
Kasi wala akong yaman, di tulad mo.

Alam mo, naiiyak ako tuwing maiisip kong iniwan mo ako.
Kasi ANG SAKIT! ANG SAKIT! ANG SAKIT SAKIT!!
Pilit ko man tanggapin, di ko magawa kasi di ko talaga matanggap!!
Para na rin pinatay mo ako!!

Alam mo ba kung bakit ako nagdudusa nang iwan mo ako?
Kasi kaw lang ang inaasahan kong magpapaligaya saken kahit sa net lang tayo nag-uusap.
Puro na problema buhay ko, tapos iniwan mo ako!
Dun ako nasaktan ng lubusan, parang tinaga mo puso ko!

Pero kung san ka talaga masaya, sige! go!
Nawalan na ako ng pag asa ng tuluyan mo na akong alisin sa friendslist mo sa fb!
Di ko nagawa nun na alisin ka dahil pinapahalagahan kita!
Pero nagawa mo! Galing!!!

Tapos sabi mo, BAHALA NA ANG DESTINY ANG MAGTAGPO SATIN!?
Siguro nga...
Magpapaalam na ako!:(
Kasi di mo kinayang ipaglaban ako!!!!!
Ang hina mo!!!
Kala ko kaw na!?
Nagkamali ata ako?!!:(
Mahal na mahal kita pero bakit?? bakit di mo kinayang ipaglaban ako??
Ginawa ko naman lahat ng makakaya ko,pero sa tingin ko di yun sapat kaya di mo ako nagawang ipaglaban..
Proud na proud nga ako at kaw yun naging boypren ko.
Sobrang mahal kita pero di mo naisip kung ano ang kaya kong i-give up para sayo
Dahil inisip mo lang talaga sarili mo:(
Panu naman ako?
Sino na ang magpapasaya sakin?


=((

Kwatro Anyos

it has been a month, one whole month and forever. Forever I know you’ll be here in my heart, in my arms, and when years go by I want you to know how much I love you each and every day. You are a miracle, each and every day with you I treasure in my heart. Every beat of my heart fills more and more with your love. You are the most beautiful person in the world, inside and out. You filled that hole in my heart that has been missing for years. I love you; thank you. I hope I make you as happy as you make me.

To me, Love, you are perfect. Perfect to me, everything about you. The beauty inside of you is miraculous. It is beyond what nature could ever possess. You are more beautiful than anything I have every seen in my life. Just take a look in the mirror and you’ll know what I am talking about.

Thanks for being there, thanks for loving me, thanks for being you. I love you with everything I am. No poems, no words, no letters, no gifts, nothing can ever express how much I love you, but you know how much that is.

Love Always,

~*siomai♥