"Lamentations of Love"

I am the wind brought forth by the darkness of the night..
Silent, swift, and yet, subtle..
I am the first rays of morning light that races from the eastern horizon..
Soft, light, and so full of gentle warmth..
I am the first gentle drops of rain after a very long drought..
Cool,beautiful and so refreshing..
I am love..
And joy is mine.

I am not an accident of time, brought about by different forces..
I do not exist in a single moment, I am forever..
I'm not a product of spontaneous creation..
I do not suddenly occur at first sight..
But it is through me, that you see this world..
I am LOVE..
I am the alpha and the omega..

And yet, many times, I have been wronged..
For so many times, I have been blamed for grief..
Yes, the world goes round because of love..
I bring forth joy, and grief at my demise..
The flames of Troy and the blood of Romeo..
The birth of Christ and the death of Christ..
For Love,
For me.

Love, is somewhat like the finest of black chocolates..
90% bitter and 10% sweet..
Plaisir d'Amour,ne dure gu un moment.
Chagrin d'Amour,ne dure toute la vie..
Laugh,and laugh heartily..
aND YOU'LL CRY MORE OFTEN..
I am love..
And I do shed my tears..

Many have tried to find my meaning..
What is love? what is its object?
Many have tried, and ended in frustration..
For it is when you try to reason with love,
That you will discover that you have lost your own essence..
For I am not a matter of man's mortal thought..
Love is..
Because of love..

Yes, the world is borne of love..
And Armageddon beckons of love..
And when you laugh, I laugh with you..
And when you cry, I cry with you..
I do shed my own tears..
I cry..
Because of love.

''A fuckin' Advice''

~Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get tattoos. Do drugs. Get high. Drink till you pass out. Have sex. Love with all your heart. Play the music loud. Live your fucking life. Fuck what people expect of you. Do what makes you happy!

~FUCK U 28!!! >:(

Ang Walong Kasinungalingan ni INA

This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn't enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say, "Eat this rice, son, I'm not hungry."

This was Mother's First Lie.
...
As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten; my heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, "Eat this fish son, I don't really like fish."

This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes, which she filled with fresh matchsticks. This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, "Mother, go to sleep; it's late: you can continue working tomorrow morning." Mother smiled and said, "Go to sleep son, I'm not tired."

This was Mother's Third Lie.

When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her... Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother's love. Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said, "Drink son, I'm not thirsty!"

This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent. She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family's life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family's condition worsening, my kind Uncle, who lived near my house, came to help us solve our problems big and small. Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying, "I don't need love."

This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and got a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, "I have enough money."

That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn't want to bother her son. She said to me, "I'm not used to high living."

That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized. Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, "Don't cry son, I'm not in pain."

That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this eighth lie, she died.

YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

M - O - T - H - E - R

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of gold,
"E" is for her eyes with love-light shining in them,
"R" means right , and right she'll always be,

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER"

*I LOVE YOU MUDRA♥

''A real boyfriend''

A REAL BOYFRIEND
Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend."

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

Pinagtaling Mga Puso

My family is the most precious gift I ever had in my entire life. They gave me the inspiration to foretell my dreams and are in my wishes always and forever. God gave them to guide me especially in times of decision and in the most sorrowful times of my life. They always advice me to be a good, descent, lovely, formal and conservative lady in order for me not to have difficult times in choosing my husband in the future. I always have an idle man in life. Ever since I started to mature and have wise decisions, I visualize a man who will make my dreams come true but when I start to realize that no one is perfect and no one is to be called “MR. RIGHT”, I begin to think the simplest asset a man could ever be. As of now, I have standards that I find to most guys, such as simple, intelligent, respectful, hardworking, wise and romantic. I always promise to myself that I will be a good mom, a responsible woman, a lovable wife and a very concern mother. I always want to make things right even though I couldn’t make it perfect. Because I know that there is no such thing as PERFECT but God gave us many chances to make things right. I want to have 2-3 kids, a healthy family, a cheerful husband and full of hopes and aspirations. I do believe in the Sacrament of Marriage, because we Filipinos are family oriented, and grew up on our Christian beliefs and customs. We, have the traditional belief of being attach on our family especially on our parents. Just because of this belief, we don’t consider DIVORCE here in the Philippines. Because we are joined together under the blessings of God and according to the bible, a man can’t destroy a contract under the consecration of God alone. As a young citizen of the Philippines, we must stay on our beliefs especially in marriage. Nowadays, most people are destroying this marriage just because of misunderstandings and problems like financial and emotional aspects. If we love each other, as soon as we can fix everything, we must use our time and fix all the things just to save the family. Children will be so affected and will suffer too much if we can’t.

Quintessence Of Light (Act 3)

so maybe im just blind

or maybe i can't see

well either one is fine

i speak redundantly

its hard to see whats wrong

when you're diving in like me

i used to love relentlessly



don't get me wrong here

i need you in my life

but we're independent people

at the current time

i know that years from now

a day will finally come for us to love perpetually



this is where i draw the line this time

this just has to stop right here

if we can't just learn to live our lives

then we don't have any hope at all



so how can you remember everything?

is there a rulebook for our love

i'm not reading?

if we could just free up the laws

that bind our lives

then we could love

we could love...

Quintessence Of Light (Act 2)

Boy, I've been thinking a lot

about who we could have been

if i was back home just chilling

with you and all my friends



But dear I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth...



For the past 3 years

I swear I've been a better man

than who I've become

I know, I know, I know I let you down

But I've been gone

for too damn long



So shine outward, not inward

You've been a selfish little girl

for the past 3 years

I've been through more than you can know

and God I don't want you to know



What I have been through

cause you just wouldn't understand

you're just a girl with some issues

as bad as it might sound



But you're the girl

who's been driving me mad



So if you go away

right now then I can't guarantee

that I won't break your heart

But if you go and stay then baby

That i will hope and pray

that you would run away

Cause dear breaks my heart

to see you here



Find a new boy, a new life,

a whole new set of friends

Cause all that I'll ever do is break your heart

and dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



Yeah, dear it breaks my heart

to see you here



But just so you know...



I've been thinking a lot of

who we could have been

if i was back home,

just chilling with you and all my friends



But dear, I'm gone

and that's the lousy truth.

Black Blood Written On A Note (Act 1)

Its a plague, this constant weight, it haunts my thoughts when you're away.

And would it be safe for one to say, I made your heart smile at the end of the day?



And what, what was hidden behind your eyes?

Was it love, or pain in disguise?

I know my love never took that away.

I know my love was just a plague.



With everyday I pray you'd say I brought you joy in some way.

But that's not the case, cause I took it away, I turned your joy into pain.

I know my songs were never profound, they were never sincere enough to make your heart sing out.

So where am i wrong, in hoping that I might someday realize where I was all along?



Where I was all along...

''God is a Channel of Love and Mercy''

READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD !
A MUST READ !

FROM THE VERY FIRST WORD TILL LAST !

READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD !

Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end.

God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...

I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work

Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lots of the problems in our world today.

We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning..

Maybe, Sunday night...

And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.

We do like to have Him around during sickness..

And, of course, at funerals.

However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...

Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.

May God forgive me for ever thinking...

That... there is a time or place where..

HE is not to be FIRST in my life.

We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.

If, You aren't ashamed to do this...

Please follow the directions.

Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.'

Not ashamed?

Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!

Yes, I do Love God.

HE is my source of existence and Savior.

He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

This is the simplest test.

If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you...

Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you!

I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus. Do You love Him?

THE POEM

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,

And jumped up off my knees.

My Christian duty was now done

My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,

They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,

No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said

'Your name I cannot find.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time'

Now do you have the time to pass it on?

Make sure that you scroll through to the end.

Easy vs. Hard

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?

Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?

Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?

Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to forward this, or
delete it?

Just remember-God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!

Here's what the wheel is all about. When you receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you....

That's all you have to do....

There is nothing attached....

This is so powerful....

Do not stop the wheel, please....

Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....

There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!

May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak...'I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, 'What you got there, son?' 'Just some old birds,' came the reply.

'What are you gonna do with them?' I asked.

'Take 'em home and have fun with 'em,' he answered 'I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time' 'But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?'

'Oh, I got some cats,' said the little boy. 'They like birds. I'll take 'em to them.'

The pastor was silent for a moment. 'How much do you want for those birds, son?'

'Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!'

'How much?' the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, '$10?'

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. 'Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!'

'What are you going to do with them?' Jesus asked.

Satan replied, 'Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!'

'And what will you do when you get done with them?' Jesus asked. 'Oh, I'll kill 'em,' Satan glared proudly. 'How much do you want for them?' Jesus asked

'Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!'

'How much?' He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, 'All your blood, tears and your life.'

Jesus said, 'DONE!'

Then He paid the price.

The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God).

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.

I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.

And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it was sent out to many more.

PS: If you didn't read the whole message.. Think Again

God is love♥

First and for most, I love my parents named Paterna Dacumos & Ruben Dacumos. I love my sister Rhona Mae, my friends (many to mention) and my boyfriend, Johnathan Paul. Maybe, I think those I love also loved me. Because the certain amount they shown me love, is the certain amount I pay back doubled. From the certain people I mentioned above, the one who hurt me most is my boyfriend, Johnathan Paul because we broke up two times and it really hurt me a lot. Because he is my first boyfriend whom I treated seriously. To all the guys I loved before, he’s the one who treated me so nice even though we’re having an affair via online because he is far from me and I know that long distance relationship is really complicated. I know love conquers all and according to John 20:21-23, anyone who committed sins against others is not yet forgiven unless you do not forgive them and this gives me the lesson to forgive others especially forgiving my sins first before others. If I have a strong belief in the Messiah, I know my sins will be forgiven. Forgiveness is so important in human life especially us, we’re not perfect and so, we must have longer patience and understanding. We must forgive others not just because we felt pity but because it’s sincere and compassionate. By accepting repentance and forgiveness, the gates of heaven will open for all sinners to repent. And by exercising such, we will receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit. We must love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins. Offer hospitability to one another without grumbling. We must not take revenge but we must leave room for God’s wrath. For it is written, “It is mine to avenge; I will repay”, says the Lord. On the contrary:


“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
If he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head”

Amor Propio (Self-love)

Ang takot na mawala ang pinakamamahal mo sa buhay ay parang pagtalikod sa mundo mo.
Kabitan mo man ng kandado't posas
Kung kakawala din lang siya
Paos ka na,bingi pa rin siya.

Kumbaga sa pagpitas ng isang rosas sa hardin
Hahayaan mong masira ang isang napakagandang bulaklak
Kahit alam na alam mong bandang huli
Di ka nya kayang mahalin.

Sabi nya,tadhana na lamang ang magdidikta ng inyong mga kapalaran
Pero iniwan ka,pinarusahan at nagdududa
Kay saklap ng nangyari pero inutang lahat ng puhunan makapagsimula lang ulit
Grabe ang pag-ibig! Lahat hahamakin,maging sayo lang ang minamahal mo.

Kay hirap isipin na mawawalay ka na sa kanyang piling
Di mo akalain na noon na sobrang lambing
Ngayon ay puno ng kirot at hapdi
Patawarin man ako,di na magbabago ang lahat.

Inalay ko na ang lahat lahat pero di pa rin naging patas.
Eto na ba talaga ang sinasabi nilang "WAKAS"???
Ngayon ko lang nadama ang tunay na buhay sa mundo
Na di lahat ng mga telenobela at mga kwentong pambata ay nagtatapos sa masasayang tugtugin.

Inisip ko lang ang sarili ko kaya di ko kinayang pakawalan ka
Ganon na nga ba ako kahangal para sa pag-ibig?
Nabubulag na dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal sayo?
O dahil lang ba to sa sobrang pagkatanga?

Pagod na ako
Pagod ka na din
Sawa na
Tapos na :'((

Especially for you ♥ (Post Monthsary Celeb)

~*i love you 28:">

Minsan May Isang Puta

Tingin ng mga bobong kapitbahay ko
puta daw ako. Nagpapagamit,
binabayaran. Sabi nila ako daw ang
pinakamaganda at pinakasikat sa
aming lugar noon. Ang bango-bango ko
daw, sariwa at makinis. Di ko nga
alam kung sumpa ito, dahil dito
naletse ang kinabukasan ko.

Tara makinig ka muna sa kwento ko,
yosi muna tayo. Alam mo, maraming
lumapit sa akin, nagkagusto, naakit.
Ang hirap pag lahat sa iyo virgin eh.
Tinanggap ko naman silang tao, bakit
kaya nila ako ginago? Masakit
alalahanin, iniisip ko na lang na
kase di sila taga rito, siguro
talagang ganoon. Tatlong malilibog
na foreigners ang namyesta sa
katawan ko, na-rape ako.

Sa tatlong beses akong nagahasa,
ang pinakahuli ang di ko makaka-
limutan. Parang maski di ko ginusto
ang mga nangyari, hinahanap-hanap
ko siya. Tinulungan nya kasi akong
makalimutan yung mga sadistang Hapon
at Coño.

Kase, ibang-iba ang hagod niya.
Umiikot ang mundo ko sa tuwing
ginagamit niya ako. Ibang klase siya
mag-sorry, lalo pa at kinupkop niya
ako at ang mga naging anak ko.

Parating ang dami naming regalo -
may chocolates, yosi, ano ka! May
datung pa! Nakakabaliw siya, alam
kong ginagamit nya lang ako pero
pagamit naman ako nang pagamit.

Sa kanya namin natutunan mag-inggles,
di lang magsulat ha! Magbasa pa!
Hanggang ngayon, sa tuwing mabigat
ang problema ko, siya ang tinatak-
buhan ko. Yun nga lang, lahat ng
bagay may kapalit. Nung kinasama ko
siya, guminhawa buhay namin.
Sosyal na sosyal kami.

Ewan ko nga ba, akala ko napapamahal
na ako sa kanya. Akala ko tuloy-tuloy
na kaligayahan namin, yun pala unti-
unti niya akong pinapatay. PUTANG
Ina! Sa dami ng lason na sinaksak niya
sa katawan ko, muntik na akong malaspag.

Ang daming nagsabi na ang tanga tanga
ko. Patalsikin ko na daw. Sa tulong ng
mga anak ko, napalayas ko ang animal
pero ang hirap magsimula. Masyado na
kaming nasanay sa sarap ng buhay na
naranasan namin sa kanya. Lubog na
lubog pa kami sa utang, kulang ata
pati kaluluwa namin para ibayad sa mga
inutang namin.

Sinikap naming lahat maging maganda
ang buhay namin. Ayun, mga nasa
Japan, Hong Kong, Saudi ang mga
anak ko. Yung iba nag-US, Europe.
Yung iba ayaw umalis sa akin. Halos
lahat, wala naman silbi, masaya daw
sa piling ko, maski amoy usok ako.

Sa dami ng mga anak ko na nagsisikap
na tulungan ang kalagayan namin, siya
din ang dami ng mga anak ko na
namamantala sa kabuhayan at kayamana
na itinatabi ko para sa punyetang
kinabukasan naming lahat. Dumating ang
panahon na di na kami halos makaahon
sa hirap ng buhay. Napakahirap dahil
nasanay na kami sa ginhawa at sarap.

Ang di ko inaakala ay mismong mga
anak ko, ang tuluyang sisira sa akin.
Napakasakit tanggapin na malinlang.
Akala ko ay makakakita ako ng magiging
kasama sa buhay sa mga ahas na
ipinakilala ng mga anak ko Hindi pala.
Ang tang@ ko talaga. Binugaw ako ng
sarili kong mga anak kapalit ng kwarta
at pansamantalang ginhawa na nais
nilang matamasa.

Wala na akong nagawa dahil sa sobrang
pagmamahal ko sa aking mga anak. Wala
akong ibang yaman kundi ganda ko.
Pinagamit ko na lang ng pinagamit ang
sarili ko, basta maginhawa lang ang
mga anak ko.

Usap-usapan ako ng mga kapitbahay ko.
May nanghihinayang, namumuhi at naaawa.
put@ na kase ang isang magandang tulad
ko.

Alam mo, gusto ko na sanang tumigil sa
pagpuputa kaso ang laki talaga ng
letseng utang ko eh. Palaki pa ng
palaki. Kulang na kulang. Paano na lang
ang mga anak ko naiwan sa aking
punyetang puder? Baka di na ako balikan
o bisitahin ng mga nag-abroad kong mga
anak. Hindi na importante kung laspagin
man ang ganda ko, madama ko lang ang
pagmamahal ng mga anak ko. Malaman
nila na gagawin ko ang lahat para sa
kanila.

Sa tuwing titingin ako sa salamin,
alam ko maganda pa rin ako. Meron pa
din ang bilib sa akin. Napapag usapan
pa din. Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mukha
ko sa salamin, nakikita ko ang mga
anak ko. Tutulo na lang ang mga luha ko
ng di ko namamalayan. Ang gagaling nga
ng mga anak ko, namamayagpag kahit saan
sila pumunta. Mahusay sa kahit anong
gawin. Tama man o mali. Proud ako sa
kanila. Kaso sila, kabaligtaran ang
nararamdaman para sa akin.

Sa dami ng mga anak ko, iilan lang ang
may malasakit sa akin. May malasakit
man, nahihilaw. Ni di nga ako kiniki-
lalang ina. Halos lahat sila galit sa
isa't isa. Walang gusto magtulungan,
naghihilahan pa. Ang dami ko ng pasakit
na tiniis pero walang sasakit pa nung
sarili kong mga anak ang nagbugaw sa
akin. Kinapital ang laspag na ganda ko.
Masyado silang nasanay sa sarap ng
buhay. Minsan sa pagtingin ko sa salamin,
ni hindi ko na nga kilala sarili ko.

Dadating na naman ang pasko, sana
maalala naman ako ng mga anak ko.
Isang buwan pa, magbabagong taon na.
Natatakot ako sa taong darating.
Ngayon pa lang usap usapan na ang
susunod na pagbubugaw ng ilan sa mga
anak ko. Sana may magtanggol naman
sa akin, ipaglaban naman nila ako.
Gusto kong isigaw:

"INA NINYO AKO! MAHALIN NYO NAMAN AKO!"

Sige, dumadrama na ako. Masisira na
ang make up ko nito eh. Salamat ha,
pinakinggan mo ako. Ay sorry, di ko
nasabi pangalan ko.

Pilipinas nga pala.

\m/ ^_^ \m/

Cinco meses de edad (Five Months Old)

Their is another story elaborated to my graph
This time I need a perfect lie to tell my secrets away
Giving rise to an evolution of hour
Taking down the pieces into a very masterpiece

God gave me reasons for smiling
A reason for being
A reason to crying
And a reason to living

The border are well-built
Sensible, incredible and accountable
He opens the door, I quickly looked up and said,
"How I wish I am beautiful on our wedding day!"

Thinking of the possibility of numbness
Delirious, enthusiastic, very zeal
Perfect two, burned on ice
Shivering and Chilling

Sleeping in mild tender cloth
Keeping the warmth into your breathe
Hugging your flesh upon my chest
Tasting the romance of love

It doesn't matter how I feel cold nor hot
Sweating, salivating neither excavating
Within the dept of my heart, the soul of eternity
A rushed,cold, running awe came out from the wild

Sweet, tender, soft, smooth and gentle dew
A violin exercised upon the tube
Gliding softly upon the route
A nice melody hearing upon the mood

Breaking the silence of the crest moon
A cloudy experience I want to exploit
The crack of the cricket it joined the presence
Darkness resides upon the lamp shade

Curtain meadows
Soft quilts
Scented nighties
Colorful candles
Painted walls and ceilings
Crystal chandeliers
Bitter sweet grape wine
Looked warm caress toilets
Shaved secrets
Icy cold toughs
Harmonized voices toned in silence
Caramelized tops
Wild prints and lines
Folded tuck-ins
Pinkish heels and palms
Skinny waists and knees
Crowded curls and split ends
Pinches and slaps
Cold toes and fingertips
Exposes bellies and tits
And a warm owl on chinky eyes

It's never too late to see the rhythm
Hearing the chaps and scratches
Showing off, Striping off
Shyness resides inexperienced
Two souls tastes the other half
Passion, love and sometimes lust
It's pity felt on the mate
But excitement and love rocks the bed.


~*Happy 5th Monthsary Babe! i love you so much !! ♥

Less a few days; A grown Up!

Ano ang hanap ng isang nagdadalagang tulad ko?
Ano ang hiling niya?
Ano ba ang natatanging nais ko?
Ano ang mahalaga sakin?

Marahil isa lang talaga ang pinaka importante sa buhay ko ngaun
Ang makita ang mga minamahal ko na nasa maayos na kalagayan at estado
Makapagtapos ng kolehiyo at makapagtrabaho't magkanegosyo
Pero paano ko magagawa ito kung laging nasa isip ko'y MAHIRAP!?

Pangarap ko makasungkit ng bituin
Makakuha ng mataas na posisyon
Makapagpatayo ng mga gusali't mga lupa
At makapagbuo ng mga pangarap sa bagong pamilya

Napakahirap tuparin kung walang sagana
Puro tiis ang danas, pawis at luha
Masakit isipin na di ka makakapagapos dahil kapos at gipit
Pero mas masakit kung nawalan ka ng oportunidad dahil di mo kinayang maging malakas para sa mga pangarap

Ang SAKIT at HIRAP ay nasa isip lang nga tao
Di totoong may hirap at sakit
Dahil dinadanas lang ito ng ating kalamnan
Ngunit di kelanman sa laman

Karunungan ang kapital
Patiyatiyaga ang kapit
Patitiis ang kalakasan
At dasal ang kailangan

Diseotso na sa quatro
Dalaga na si Isang
Matanda na para isipin ang mali sa tama
At napakisig para suungin ang dagok ng buhay

Marami pang kakaining bigas
Marami pang lubak ang tatahakin
Sapat lang ang kaalaman
Pursigido't malakas para tawarin ang butas ng karayom

Isang hiling..


~LAKAS AT TIBAY NG DAMDAMIN:)

The apathetic majority.

Ninety out of every hundred women bury their minds alive. They do not live, they merely exist. After girlhood, with its fun and laughter and lightheartedness, they settle down into a sort of mental apathy, and satisfy themselves, as best they can, with superficialities —dress, for instance. There are thousands of women who live for dress. Without it the world for them would be an empty, barren place. Dress fills their thoughts, is dearer to them than their children; yes, even dearer than their pet dogs! What could heaven itself offer to such a woman? She would be miserable where there were no shops, no chiffons. The shining raiment of the spiritual world would not attract her, for she could not differentiate her own from that of others. And when beauty goes, and the prime of life with its capacity for enjoyment is long over, what remains to her? Nothing but deadly dulness, the miserable apathy that seizes on the mind neglected.

Apologetic

It doesn't matter how you discriminate me
It doesn't matter how you told me all the worst words in the world
It doesn't matter how you told me all lies
All I know, it's just a mask.

Nothing else matters, its just a fuckin' lie
You said, you didn't loved me?
You said, you just played me with your games
But you told me, I must not cry at all
But else, I must leave and go.

Maybe its FATE for us to be apart before
It's your decision to leave me and go
I tried so hard to mend this broken heart
But it never healed coz I see you around

You removed me from your list, I added you to my life
You told me to fix out things
Silence conquered my soul
Because all I want to hear from you is to say ''I'm wrong''

It provoked me to stop listening
But you felt the same way too
We're both feeling the dream of lust
But now we realized the absence of morning

Darkness resides within my soul
But suddenly the sun shines upon my wall
Removing the scars on my chest
But I can't remove it without my best

You know my passion is only for you
It never felt spark someone to others
Its awkward to tell that I must go on
Even if leaving is so hard for you to let go

Giving me the strength to love you more
It just proves me that I must stay for more
Trust and loyal can predict me to wait
Leaving me breathless if I can't see you so late

I'm willing to wait for you forevermore
Just tell me to stay I'm pleading for long
I'm happy that you don't resists me no more
I'm loving you holding my last core♥

i love you 28 eternally! :*

Adios Mi Hombre (Farewell My Man)

Di ko alam kung san pupunta ang relasyon na to
Iniwan mo ako na para lang wala sayo
Di ko alam kung bakit kailangan pa nating maghiwalay
Pero nirespeto ko naman mga desisyon mo kasi nga MAHAL KITA!

Ang tanging masasabi ko lang sayo ay "Mag-ingat ka!"
Marahil nagsawa ka na, dahil wala naman talaga akong importansya sayo
Malamang ginawa mo lang akong pangdisplay
Pero di ko inisip yun habang tayo kaso nabulag ako sayo.

Sa totoo lang naman, di ko talaga kayang magpakamatay
Kasi iniisip kita, na alam kong balang araw magkikita tayo
Inisip ko mapapakita ang pagmamahal ko sayo kung patay na ako?
Kaya wag kang magpapaniwala sa mga sinasabi ko sayo na magpapakamatay ako
Dahil ang totoo,drama lang yun! Wag ka lang lumayo

Siguro nga, eto na!
Eto na ang panahon na kailangan putulin na natin ang ugnayan natin sa isa't isa
Masakit pero unti-unti kong tatanggapin.
Malamang, di mo nakita ang tunay na kaligayahan sakin dahil WALA NAMAN AKONG MAPAPAKITA SAYO NA DAPAT IKATUWA MO.
Kasi wala akong yaman, di tulad mo.

Alam mo, naiiyak ako tuwing maiisip kong iniwan mo ako.
Kasi ANG SAKIT! ANG SAKIT! ANG SAKIT SAKIT!!
Pilit ko man tanggapin, di ko magawa kasi di ko talaga matanggap!!
Para na rin pinatay mo ako!!

Alam mo ba kung bakit ako nagdudusa nang iwan mo ako?
Kasi kaw lang ang inaasahan kong magpapaligaya saken kahit sa net lang tayo nag-uusap.
Puro na problema buhay ko, tapos iniwan mo ako!
Dun ako nasaktan ng lubusan, parang tinaga mo puso ko!

Pero kung san ka talaga masaya, sige! go!
Nawalan na ako ng pag asa ng tuluyan mo na akong alisin sa friendslist mo sa fb!
Di ko nagawa nun na alisin ka dahil pinapahalagahan kita!
Pero nagawa mo! Galing!!!

Tapos sabi mo, BAHALA NA ANG DESTINY ANG MAGTAGPO SATIN!?
Siguro nga...
Magpapaalam na ako!:(
Kasi di mo kinayang ipaglaban ako!!!!!
Ang hina mo!!!
Kala ko kaw na!?
Nagkamali ata ako?!!:(
Mahal na mahal kita pero bakit?? bakit di mo kinayang ipaglaban ako??
Ginawa ko naman lahat ng makakaya ko,pero sa tingin ko di yun sapat kaya di mo ako nagawang ipaglaban..
Proud na proud nga ako at kaw yun naging boypren ko.
Sobrang mahal kita pero di mo naisip kung ano ang kaya kong i-give up para sayo
Dahil inisip mo lang talaga sarili mo:(
Panu naman ako?
Sino na ang magpapasaya sakin?


=((

Kwatro Anyos

it has been a month, one whole month and forever. Forever I know you’ll be here in my heart, in my arms, and when years go by I want you to know how much I love you each and every day. You are a miracle, each and every day with you I treasure in my heart. Every beat of my heart fills more and more with your love. You are the most beautiful person in the world, inside and out. You filled that hole in my heart that has been missing for years. I love you; thank you. I hope I make you as happy as you make me.

To me, Love, you are perfect. Perfect to me, everything about you. The beauty inside of you is miraculous. It is beyond what nature could ever possess. You are more beautiful than anything I have every seen in my life. Just take a look in the mirror and you’ll know what I am talking about.

Thanks for being there, thanks for loving me, thanks for being you. I love you with everything I am. No poems, no words, no letters, no gifts, nothing can ever express how much I love you, but you know how much that is.

Love Always,

~*siomai♥

What makes a DAD?

God took the strength of a mountain,
The majesty of a tree,
The warmth of a summer sun,
The calm of a quiet sea,
The generous soul of nature,
The comforting arm of night,
The wisdom of the ages,
The power of an eagle's flight,
The joy of a morning in spring,
The faith of a mustard seed,
The patience of eternity,
The depth of a family need,
Then God combined these qualities,
When there is was noting more to add,
He knew His masterpiece was complete,
And so He called it--DAD!=)

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Three Months

You are my guardian angel
I am your princess
You are mine
And I am yours forever
Since the day we first kissed
I will do whatever I can to make you happy
And let you know my love for you is true
It has been a month now,
You told me you love me and you wanna be mine
So I told you how I feel, I told you I love you back
One month,
We are still happy and enjoying life together
Let us keep holding on tighter
And never ever let go
I am yours forever
No matter what it takes
We will take all trials together
We will face all the ups and downs, laughters & griefs
Hand in hand
I will admire you always
I will stay with you through band and good times
So do not ever fear about losing your princess
Trust me when I say "iloveyou"
because I mean it from the bottom of my heart
I will never leave you zee,
Until you ask me to.
I love you so much..
Happy monthsary..~~,)

“The Litany of the word LOVE”

It’s quite ironic that in life,
The person that brings out the best in you
And the one that makes you strong
Is actually your weakness…

Rascally tomboy full of mirth and mischief
Loves to tweak a man I’d always freak.
Always ready to mingle and tumble
Detailed, Organized and well achieved.

A man of descent, perfectionist and chronic worry wart.
Tries to look on the bright side of things,
But often smells disaster.
He is trying to keep it together.

A girl with a quick wit and a ton of charm
She’s into giving rough tips and makeovers to her friends and flowers,
And always tries to look her best
That’s why he loved her with all his might.

This man has delightfully off be at and
Upbeat way of looking at everything,
Often listening to rumors from her babbling brook.
Sometimes wishy-washy.

We’re born alone,
We live alone,
Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment
That we’re not alone.

MAN of my DREAMS♥

Will it ever be an infatuation in the past?
Or is it a feeling of obsession?
Nothing compares to the beauty of your soul
But my love is not compatible to fit my whole

Giving you my heart,is the bravest thing I'd done
Sharing you my thoughts, is the happiest moment of my life
Receiving a prayer from my Godly soul,a wished upon a star
Loving you forever, is my ETERNAL swear

Curse upon the meadows of flame and guilt
I had been a prisoner on the dawn's mourn
Facing upon my life's trial
Washed away by your deepest smile

You touched me by your midnight call
You hold me on my deepest sorrow
Waiting you forever is my biggest challenge
Never been an interruption on my darkest side

God planned you to be my mate
Not only my lover but also my friend
In times of troubles or in pain
I'll be on your side forevermore

This feeling is not an option
It is a quest that I may request
Time is my deepest warrior
Distance is never been

You've been the gift of my life
I'll treasure it for lifetime span
Not lust, nor greed that I may fond
Forever and always will my heart desire..ILOVEYOU 28=]

Two Worlds Apart

His EYES were the most brightest thing I've ever seen
His LIPS were the sweetest thing I've ever tasted
His words touched my soul
His love is the most precious gift I've ever had

Distance is never been a hindrance to his love
Every single time, I'd never wasted because it always counts
Every night,I dream of him
Every star I count, I wish he was one of them

I felt at ease; no hardship
I gave him all, I trust him, I love him
No certain name I can't describe; No particular reason why I loved him
Definitely,I conclude,he's the ONE.

Loving you was fate; I never doubt that I found you
I had no difficulty of loving you,coz' my feeling's erotic
I'm glad you loved me thought we're million miles away
Seas nor Oceans can't hinder us from loving each other.

You're always in my heart where you should belong
Every time I think of you, the more I miss you
I'll love you till the end
This I promise you♥

The tool of WISDOM

Writing memories on this newspaper
You are far too away to be my helper
Writing words that are just for you
I'll let you know what I've been through

It's only one who can understand
The weird turns of my restless mind
I leave for you words written on the sand
Better read them before they got washed

I find your arms the safest place
And your love the purest of all